Chapter 16

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Lena's p.o.v.
I wake up in the arms that always make me feel so safe and I look at Kara and she's staring at me.
"Do you always watch people sleep?" I ask jokily
"Only the one I can't keep my eyes off" she say and I feel myself blush a little and I kiss her and fast the kiss start to heated up and our hands start to travel on each other body.
We pull back for air and I say "We still need to shower" with a wink
"Is this a hint that I stink or something?" she ask a little bit defended
"Nope this is a hint that I want to see you're naked body" she say with a smirk
"It is not that I still have a lot of clothes on, you can just take it off now" she say seducing and she start kissing me. The kiss is full of desire and my hands move over her body. I run my hands over her abs and slowly go up and I touch her bra and then I go back to her abs and then down to the band of her underpants and then I go back to her abs. I hear Kara moan in frustration.
"Is there a problem" I teas her
"Yeah you. You constantly teasing me" she say and pout
"Oh my pour girl" I say and I kiss her quickly
I decide to make it even worse I get up and walk to the bathroom, but before I enter the bathroom I take off my shirt and throw it at Kara. Kara gets up to follow me and she also enters the bathroom where she sees me without a bra. And her mouth falls open
"Did I already told you how beautiful you are?" she ask
"Almost every time you see me" I say and I pull her closer to me
"I'm so happy that you're finally mine" I say and I hug al little bit tighter
"You're amazing" she say
"How much I would love you just hug you we should get showering" I say and I let Kara go so she could also undress.

Now we're both fully naked we get into the shower. Luckily I have I big shower so we fit perfectly. I can't keep my eyes from her, her body is perfect. She catch me staring and says "you see something you like?" She ask while she raise her eyebrows
"Yeah I do. You are gorgeous" I say and she start blushing
"And you're perfect inside and outside" she say and now is it my time to blush. Kara comes closer to me and she kiss me passionately every time we kiss I can feel my legs become weak and the butterflies I feel in my stomach it's perfect. After we make out for a while we start to actual showering ourselves
"Can you wash my hair?" I ask
"Sure" she say and she picks the shampoo and starts massaging my head with the shampoo her touch makes me so relaxed. When she touch me its like the world around us stops and everything disappears. God I love this woman she is perfect.
"So purity he?" She ask and I know she is talking about the tattoo on my back
"Yeah but I'm not so pure as you would think" I say with a chuckle
"You're not?" She ask with surprise in her voice
"No I'm not" I say
"Tell me" She say
"Well in college I was kind of the hoe of my friendgroup. On almost every party I would find myself someone to spend the night with all my friends thought that I would end up pregnant even tho I mostly had sex with girls" I say
"And did you end up pregnant?" She ask curious
"I did once but I ended in a miscarriage" I say and I feel myself getting sad because even tho I wasn't ready I wanted it
"I'm sorry" she say
"You don't need to be I wouldn't been a good mom" I say
"Why not?" She ask
"Well I drunk to much and I often used drugs and I was kinda of a whore so I wouldn't be a good mom. But I wanted to have it but it wasn't the right time" I say and I feel a tear drop and I don't tell her about my other miscarriage's
"Do you want children in the future?" She ask me
"Yeah I would love to. And you?" I ask hoping she would say yes but instead of answering my question she said "Your hair is done. Can you wash my hair?" And I decide not to ask again I mean we are just together.
"Okay but I can't guarantee that I would do it right" I say and I start washing her hair. Once her hair is done we wash our body's by ourselves and we get out of the douche and get dressed. We both have and oversized hoody and sweat pants on. Kara look really cute in my clothes but she is even more gorgeous without clothes. We lay in bed and we're just holding each other.
"Are we going to tell our friends about us?" she ask suddenly
"I don't know. What do you want?" I ask her
"Maybe we just need to keep it private for a while. So we can see if we would work out or not" she say
"Okay but I don't think we can keep it secret for long to our friends because they already know that we like each other they did knew it even before us" I say
"That's true. Let them find it out by themselves" she say
"Okay" I say
"Do you want something to do?" She ask
"I don't know. Just stay in bed and order some food" I say
"Fine for me" she say

The rest of the day we spending talking and cuddling. For the first time in my life I felt really loved and I loved someone for the first time of my life. With Kara on my side everything feels so easy, so natural. When I'm with her I can be fully myself.

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