The Sorrow of Regrets ( JenLisa )

Chapter 27

Jennie's POV

I woke up feeling the pain that I always carry every time I remember him. Every time I remember his laugh, smile, his voice. I didn't know that's will be our last night and that night, that was the most memorable night.

It's been a year since he left me, it was really hard for me cause every time I dreamed about him I always feel the pain, I regret, I regret that I didn't tell him the truth that i used to love him too, before Lucas, he is My first love from the very beginning and that love that i have for him was never fading until he's gone.

He said that he will come back after one month. One month passed he is still not coming back, and i miss him, i miss his hugs, his cooks, I missed everything about him. After he left for his business trip for like two weeks ago, i was planning to surprise Lucas because that day was his birthday so i go to his condo, when I enter to his condo i was the one who surprised he's really busy. Busy with another woman having sex. And that day I used to cry and cry until I was so tired and after the another day Liam's mother call me...

Flashback...

"J-Jennie?" His mom said sobbing so hard "Mom? Why are you crying?" I ask full of worried and concerned "J-Jen go to the hospital." She said while crying again, my heart beats so fast like it really want to get out of my chest "Okay mom what hospital?" I ask her because i have a bad feelings about this. "******** hospital" she said and I immediately rushed to the hospital.

When I'm already at the hospital i call mom what room she is and she said "Room 214 Jen" she said and when I'm already standing in front of the door Where mom said, my hand was shaking because of nervous and when I opened the door what i saw is Liam lying down on the hospital bed, unconscious,fighting for his life. I immediately go to Liam's arm and cry "L-Liam" i tap his shoulder while crying "Liam please wake up now." I said to him, whatever i do to him he's still not waking up. "Mom? Since when?" I ask his mom "He's already suffering this kind of disease Jen." She said "Disease?" I ask her and she nod to me "Yes Jen he had a brain tumor." And i cry "Why? Why did you hide this to me?" I ask her while crying "He said to not to tell you, he pleaded me to not too but I can't help it now to tell you the revelation of his life." His mom said "Why?" I ask her "Cause he doesn't want you to worry about him." And i look into Liam, Why Liam? Why are you so selfless? Why didn't you bother to tell it to me? I thought we're best friend? I said to myself "Since when he came back from his business trip?" I ask his mom "One week ago Jen." Her mom said. I was looking at him when i saw his finger move and his eyes was slowly opening. And I immediately called the doctor.

While the doctor was checking Liam i was here standing beside him with his parents. When he look at me his eyes were full of sadness.

Every day was a torture to me every time i saw him lying on the bed with his bonnet because he's in a bald because his hair was slowly losing away. Every day I always spend my time for him before they will do the surgery for his brain. I was scared because of that cause you don't know what will happen after his surgery.

Until one day "Nini?" Liam said "Hmm?" I hummed "Can you do one thing for me before my surgery?" He ask "Cause maybe I will not saw it again, cause you know we didn't know maybe this will be my last day." He said to me that it cause me a shock "L-Liam? What are you talking about?" I ask him "Nini just accept the fact that some other day or maybe tomorrow that will be my last day cause the surgery was just 50/50." He said that it cause myself to cry hard "N-No Liam can you please, just for me? Can you fight for this please?" I ask him and he smile and he wipe my tears and he hug me. "Please Nini?" He ask "I want to see the sunset from the beach." He said "Because every time that i will see the sunset it really makes me happy." He said and i sigh "Okay" i said to him "But promise me that you will fight okay?" I ask him and he nod to me.

We're now sitting down at the sand watching the sunset he was just silent when "Nini do you know that every time that I see the sunset it reminds me of you and me?" He said and i look at him "Because it was like our past days that we are still kids playing in my room but soon vanished like the sunset." He said "Cause it was already in the past." He said again"Nini i have a favor for you." He ask still looking at the sunset and i look into him and he look back "But you can decline this if you want to. It's just-" i cut him off "You know what Liam can you straight to the point?" I ask him "Okay, okay chill. Umm... can I at least umm... ahh... feel like I was your boyfriend just this night?" He ask me that it cause me to shock but of course happy "Okay" i said to him "Really?" He said happily and i nod to him. "So? What are gonna do? Since this is our first night?"I ask him and he look at me "Can i kiss you?" He ask that it cause me to shock again "But if you don't the-" I didn't let him finish his sentence because i kiss him and he was shock at first but still he kiss me back.