I bit my lip. Tears falling from my eyes, rolling down my cheek and hitting her palm. She cupped my face and wiped my tears.
"Dammit Christian, tell me please!" She pleaded. I couldn't keep this from her. I took a deep breath in and started to speak.
"You are... you were"i looked down, staring at her stomach. My heart sank; ached, it's shattered pieces tore my insides.
"pregnant"
Her mouth tore open. I stood up, my lip quivering. I couldn't hold back the tears,
"BUT HOW" she screamed, her voice cracking and tears instantly falling.
i ran from her. Pushing past everyone stood in the door way and ran. I ran through empty hallways that smelt of disinfectant until soon finding a bathroom. I rushed inside and dashed into a cubical. I sat on the lid, rocking myself back and forth and wiping the tears from my eyes. I heard someone come in. They sounded flustered, another voice followed. They were oh so familiar.
"Christian? CC... you in here?" It was Ashley.
"come on, check somewhere else" I heard Jinxx whisper.
They left and when i decided it was safe i hesitantly opened the door. I slowly walked to the mirror, staring at myself with every footstep. Observing my quivering hand and blood shot eyes. I hunched over the sink. Filling it with the steaming liquid and dipping my hands into it. I cupped the water and splashed it against my face. Staring at the broken man who stared back at me.
I grit my teeth. Pulling back my hair, the anger built inside me. How could i let all of this happen. She still doesn't know all of the truth. Why cant you just tell her. Why cant you just tell her.
"WHY CANT YOU JUST TELL HER" i screamed at myself, raising a fist and pummelling it into the mirror. The reflection shattered and blood poured from my knuckles. Just then, the door swung open.
"CC" Jake bellowed rushing to me as i collapsed on the floor, he held me. I sobbed.
"why cant i just tell her" i gasped, he shook his head crying into me.
"im so sorry all of this has happened to you CC, she was your first and only love. I know man. Its hard, you need to tell her about the baby. Shes just layed there. She doesn't know what to do with herself. Shes asking for you man"
"shes asking for me?" i questioned, he nodded. Hes right. I do need to tell her about the baby.
"I cant" i cried, my body shaking.
"you can" he smiled wiping both our tears. He swiped his hair back and lifted me up, taking me down the corridor and to her room.
I stood in the door way, admiring her. Though we were both in pieces she still looked beautiful.I walked in and took a seat by her side. I looked back for reassurance from the guys, they all nodded. I took a deep breath and began.
"Your real name is Emily, you're 26, you're my wife" I started.
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Love Cuts
FanfictionEnvy seems like your average, everyday girl. But she has an addiction, and addiction to cutting. Its seems like her only escape. When she attends a BVB concert, a secret, nobody was meant to know escapes. But what will BVB think of her after they fi...
