Cardiomyopathy✔︎

Chapter 14- Recored

𝗣𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗴!! ☝︎︎☝︎︎

"Is this recording?
If  your listening to this recording,
it's probably too late.
I'm not by your side anymore.
Hey. Do you hate me now?
You probably regret ever meeting me, right?
When you think of us,
Are you reminded with bittersweet memories?
At night, do you cry yourself to sleep?
Do you look at my pictures
When you miss me?
I know I owe you an explanation.
I knew it was a lost battle
I wouldn't survive the surgery.
My time was limited.
The days tick by and they will keep on coming 
Until the unexpected happened.
You were diagnosed with Cardiomyopathy.
You needed a heart transplant.
It was hard for me to see you struggling to survive with your weak heart.
So I,
Gave you my heart instead.
I know you have nightmares when you sleep.
It's best for you to let go of our memories now.
I never left you
I'm living within you
You have my heart now
Please take care of it.
For the moment I met you, I realized I fell for you hard.
And I knew the more I get close to you,
The more it'd hurt you when I leave.
I Love You. Jeon Jungkook."

Jungkook Pov
I was crying on the bed."Why!!. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE!!!" Taehyung's mother and father ran to him "S-sweetie I-it's okay.." "No it's NOT! The one thing... the one thing I Loved SO MUCH left!" "He's still with you. Your heart." Taehyung's dad said. Some doctors cried. I saw his Doctor. "WHY DID YOU LET HIM DO THIS! WHY!" "He wanted to  Jungkook. He was so... He was so worried of you that you were his number one priority in his life." "I'm so stupid!"

Three Weeks later
I woke up. Hearing the door bells ringing. "Who the hell is that." I open the door then saw Taehyung's friends. Jimin, Hoseok,my man Yoongi, Roseanne and Jennie with their boyfriend. I made a weak smile "Oh damn Jungkook are you okay? You have dark circles. And you smell like alcohol,
you eyes are red." Yoongi said. "Pink eye?" "No Jiminie." "Crying.. that's the only thing in my mind" I said weakly. "Come in." They came inside the house. It was a mess! "Jungkook this is not health. If Taehyung was here... Didn't he say to take care of his heart! " "It's okay." I went into my room. I looked at Taehyung's photos then.. cried. "Jungkook are you okay?" Hoseok went and hugged me "N-no I'm not okay! Can't you see that! M-my baby is g-gone! My TAEHYUNG IS GONE!" "Come one it's okay." "Every time I see his picture. His beautiful pictures. I remember the beautiful memories of us.
We were supposed to be MARRIED! MY LIFE IS MEANINGLESS WITH OUT HIM!" "Jungkook! He's in you! He's always with YOU!" "I just want to touch his face. His beautiful face. Why me! OUT OF ALL TEH PEOPLE WHY ME!" The rest of the people came into the room. "Please stop comforting me. It won't work. Everyday every time I keep thinking of him.. why are you here?" "Well we.. ummm." Kai interrupts Jimin "We wanted you to go with us to Taehyung's grave." "Okay."

I saw millions of gravestone. Crying. That is all I could do. Cry. I saw his name. Kim Taehyung. I cried even harder just thinking about his name.

"Taehyung. I miss you. I can't stop thinking of you. The way you left me. I'll remain as a single person. You were my sunshine when I woke up. My healer. My lover.. But now it's all gone. I Love you so god damn such! I just want to see your face. I'll never forget you. I Love you."

"I Love you Kim Taehyung."

~𝐸𝑛𝑑~