Adopted by magcon

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Claires pov
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I can hear wveryone chattering trying to figure out what will happen but I have trust issues and I do forgive Matt and idk if I'll ever have the same relationship with him.

They should know this by Now.
I started shaking and I couldn't do anything not even talk. I kept shaking.
I saw a light come on near my room and I tried to stop shaking and I did and acted asleep. I'm already enough trouble. I'm worthless and everything worst. Thy spend a lot of money on me.
I'm grateful and I don't want to lose them.

(Claire is now 10 years old)

I still feel the same about Matt.
I have major anxiety problems around men. I love all the boys and Jack G is basically my dad. I haven't eaten anything in 4 days because I'm already fat and j don't wanna let the boys "buy" me food. I'm 10 and I am 4'7 I weigh 76 pounds. I'm so fat. Nobody knows my thoughts. I write them in a journal.

I hide it behind my bookshelf in a compartment I made. I cry myself to sleep. I've been to the hospital 1x even though I probably should've gone 10+ times.

I've thought about cutting but I haven't done it. I'm home schooled online. I was finishing up my last question of school of the day and nash came in.
"Hey! How was your day?" I asked
"Shut up! I know everything you've done!" He says.
"What have I done?" I questioned.
He pins me against the wall. I'm crying now not because it physically hurts because it mentally hurts.

"You've ruined my life. Everybody in magcons too" he yells.
No one is home so no one can help.
He bangs my head against the wall.
"What the hell. I didn't do anything"
I slide down on the wall.
He kicks my side and I'm on the ground crying as he kicked my rib.

I ran up the stairs and licked the door.
I pushed my desk behind the door so he can't get in. I got to my bathroom and take my razor and hit it to take the blade. I slide across my wrist. It felt so good. Took all my problems away.
1 for being fat.
2 for nash
3 trust issues

I hear a bang on the wall and a
"You bitch come back here"
I cry and call Jack he doesn't answer and I call all the boys. Then I call my closest friend. Trevor Moran.
T- trevor c-claire
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C- trevor... Help
T- claire? Are you okay? What's wrong!
C- nash has gone insane! He kicked me and yelled at me! HELP!
T- okay! I'm calling JC and Kian to help! I'm coming hang in there for 10 minutes!
C- okay....
(Nash yells "who the fuck are you calling")
T- call 911
C- why!
T-do it. You know why.
(The door jiggles)
C- okay.
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P-police c-claire
P- 911 what is your EMERGANCY?
C- one of my guardians has gone insane. I locked myself in my room for him to go away.
(Nash yells "you little cunt come here"
Door higgles again)
C- help me please help! I yell.
P- address!
C *address*
P- sending help now!
C- can you stay with me until they come? If I die I want to be remembered. My name is Claire Espinosa. I was adopted my MAGCON a group of vine stars. I'm 10 and nash is trying to kill me.
(Door budges and desk is in the way)
C- OMG HELP ME
HELP ME PLEASE I'm telling and crying.
P- they're almost there hang on.
Whatever you do... Don't hang up.
Land line dies
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OMG IM SORRY FOR SUSPENDE