~~Kirishima~~
"Your getting it this time fucking shit!"
I was scared, and my older sisters didn't even try help me. He unbuckled his belt and yanked it off. Swinging a lash right away. I blocked it with my arms and he just scoffed, lashing more this time and with more force then the last one.
I winced when he grabbed me by my hair and dragging me down to the basement. "D-Dad! N-NO! not the basement! PLEASE!" I begged and begged while I sobbed on him. I hated the basement because it was cold and damp, unclean, very dark and scary.
He tossed me on the ground making me lose my breath. I didn't get to properly breath, so he started kicking my stomach and chest. I was losing my breath so easy nowadays, I started hyperventilating which was bad because every time I do this he starts to just lash out on me. He stopped and looked at me with the evilest smirk. I closed my eyes as he grabbed my neck and lifted me up. It was hard to not cough, but I think I managed pretty good.
My whole body went limp after a few minutes of struggling, he tightened his grip more and more until he let me go. I started seeing stars and darkness around me, it hurt to breath but this felt more calm then usual. I could probably cry right about now.
Bakugou was kissing another girl, and I felt ready to cry at any second. The girl was Uraraka. How do I know her name? I never seen her before, I look down and I'm wearing a hospital gown and cuts on my wrist? I grab my neck and it hurt so bad. I look down and touch everywhere on me, my body hurt so bad, my head hurt too. What happened? and why is MY boyfriend kissing some chick other then me? when did I even start dating him? I fall on my knees and start crying, he looks back and quickly pushes her away coming towards me. "H-Hey! babe, I didn't d-do it!" He kept making excuses but I ignored them.
I push him away and yell at him with an oh such raspy voice. "D-Don't touch me! and don't think about getting close to me!" I cried, and started hyperventilating badly. He helped me get on the bed and left without a word after the doctors came in. I cried for hours until I fell asleep.
I quickly wake up and look around. Looking for Bakugou right away, I'm in my room through so thank god I'm not in the basement anymore. I grab my phone and start dailing his number as i rummage through my closet for my mask and sweater. "Hello? hair for brains? why ya calling me?" I almost cried at just hearing his voice, that dream made me feel weird. "C-Can I come o-over..?" He paused for a second but came back. "Um, sure. You can come over." He said, I quickly grabbed my bag filled with my uniform and what I need for personal hygiane.
My face was covored up so I wouldn't be caught, althrough I think it was obvious that it was me. I jumped out the window and that hurt like hell.
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I rang the doorbell and Bakugou answered. "Hell, you didn't have to make it look like your going undercover." I chuckled and took it off. "So I forgotto ask you, do you want me to use Eijirou or Kirisima?" I thought for a second, and it would be pretty cool if I used my last name like everyone else. "Kirishima!" He nodded and let me in. "HEY OLD HAG! KIRISHIMA IS HERE!!" She stormed over here and hit Bakugou softly behind the head. "Don't call me that you brat! anyway, hello kirishima! I'm this brats Mom, but you can call me Mitsuki!" She sounded so sweet and calm toward me but Bakugou, I feel bad for him. "So is he sleeping over or?" Bakugou looked at me then to her. "Sure, why not." I smiled and took off my shoes.
Mitsuki came and got me to have some tasty cookies as she was making dinner. "So Kirishima, how did you meet my annoying son with your kind and adroable personality. It's rare for him to let in a friend." He just sat there glaring at her with all his power. "Actually a friend of mine introduced me!" She gave me that motherly smile and patted my head. "Well i hope the both of you take care of each other." I smiled and ate one more cookie.
"Ok, Kirishima let's go to my room." He domanded, I followed him and he must have smelled the awful stench of my house. Plus, I still have to hide all the scars and bruises and what not. "Kirishima, I want you to strip down to your shirt for me. Now." I softly blushed but didn't do anything. "W-Why?" He just sighed and came towards me. "Because I seen something on your neck and I was wondering what it was." I replied with a simple 'oh' and minded my own buisness. "It's ok if you don't want too, by the way.. do you mind sleeping in the smae bed?" I nodded and he smirked.
I'm scared, I feel my heart pounding or skipping a beat whenever Bakugou does something. It hurts too, the fact that the dream felt so real.
We sat at the dinner table eating. Mitsuki just smiled at us every few minutes. "So, I was thinking.. Katsuki, when you go to that summer camp would you mind taking you buddy?" His dad said, Bakugou looked up and sighed. "I don't mind taking him with me," I ate my food as they talked.
Me and Bakugou were done so he brought me in his room again, I felt weird and this feeling I get. The butterflies in my stomach.
He sat down on his bed and relaxed looking at me. "You could change if you want, I'm not a creep. Unless if your comfortble alone you could go in the bathroom." I nodded and grabbed my bag, I choose to just change in here because I don't know where the bathroom is.
I stripped after grabbing my clothes, then a hand touched and caressed my back. "What happens to you at home? these look bad.." He said, I turned around and he gasped as soon as he seen my bruises and scars, he quickly grabbed my arms and seen more. He hugged me and I felt like crying. "Kirishima.. you can tell me okay? were you raped? how did they hurt you? what the hell man, when I get older.. oh they're going to fucking pay!" That seemed to do it. I cried in his shoulder as he comforted me.
He brought me to his bed and sat me on his lap facing him, this feels so cliche but I like it. He kissed my tears away and held me close. "Don't worry Kirishima.. I'll protrect you, even through we just met.. I would do that just for you."
We both cuddled on his bed for hours until his mom called bedtime for us. He positioned us in a spooning position and held me all night, I can't say I love him but right now I think I can say it because he's being so cautous with me, like I'm fragile, and I love this feeling.
I know why I can't love him, it's because of that stupid dream. If I love him will he cheat? I only just met him so it would kinda be wrong to. But it just feels so right to love him, it hurts to even think about it. I am going to lose my mind because of the boy I love. I guess we can just call it a crush or love at first sight for now.
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That was cliche for me but it still works out for this chapter, I'm going to be updating fast until I hit chapter 4/5 because that's when I almost abondoned it, and then I could pick some days of the week to post the new chapters coming up!
Have a good day! :D
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Forgiven (Bakushim/Kiribaku) ~DISCONTINUED~
FanficI felt the bed sink, and a kiss on my temple. "I'm so sorry shitty hair..." I couldn't speak, nor I wanted to after what he did to me. My heart was shattered enough, I kept my whole body tensed as he was laying with me. His warmth, it's a shame it h...