Finally made it back!
Y/N's pov
"I'm sorry, I should have told you earlier but I couldn't get myself to do it..." I was breaking her heart right now and I knew it, because mine was suffering as much as hers.
"You can't do this to me Y/N please!" She cried and begged me, grabbing my arm and pulling me towards her.
Both our faces were covered in tears and I've never been hurt like this.
"I'm so sorry..." I whispered and teared her hands away, slowly walking away from her.
From her. From my life, from everything. I was going back to my country and she was staying here, being a successfull idol and actress and the best person I've ever met.
And of one thing I was sure. I would never love anyone as much as I loved her.
4 years later...
I would've never thought I would be back so soon but I finished my studies and I was ready to work as a movie director for the first time. And I'm doing it in Korea. I couldn't be more excited, and nervous, that's for sure.
About Jieun... well we didn't talk much since we broke up before I left Korea, only in our birthdays but just the first year, then it all stopped.
I've been keeping up with her work of course, and I'm so proud of her.
I'm also scared as fuck because now that we're pretty much in the same industry it's just a matter of time until we see or hear from each other. I'm honestly so not ready for this.
"There you are!" The crew greeted me once I entered the room and they stood up, clapping for me.
I bowed and waved for them to sit down.
"You really don't have to be so dramatic you guys, you already saw me yesterday and it's not like we haven't talked in ages." I said.
I was lucky enough to choose my own team and I chose the guys who helped me get here and that I called my friends back when I used to live here. We all shared this dream and we all made it. It made me so happy to be able to do what we like the most altogether.
"So boss" Jahyun raised his eyebrows and wiggled them teasingly. Oh god here it comes. "Have you heard from Thee IU, goddess of the world?" He asked and everyone got quiet all of the sudden, looking at me expectantly.
"Why would I? You know we haven't talked at all for the last two years" I replied. My mood already changing.
"Well but you talk to her mom, I bet she told her that you were coming back." He argued and I let out a breath.
"I told her not to let her know, and luckily she listened to me" I said but I wasn't very hopeful to tell the truth...
"Right... sure she listened" he said and they all let outa gasp, looking right behind me with their mouths wide open.
"Did you guys see a ghost or what?" I tried joking but they wouldn't budge so I turned around, curious as to why they were acting that way and-
"What in t-" My words stopped right there because my brain couldn't proccess the fact that Jieun was standing right there, only a few feet away from me. She came to the freaking office?
How did she find out I was here? Was she here to see me? Is she gonna fight me? She doesn't look happy.
My thoughts were racing but I could only stare at her.
And then it happen. A single tear rolling down her face. Her angelical face.
My face fell and I tried to move closer to her. One step fowards from me. One backwards from her.
It was like this until her back reached the door, then she turned around and just ran away, leaving me dumbfounded looking at the now closed door.
"What the hell are you doing? Go get her!" My friend Mira rushed me to the door and I finally reacted, running in the direction I assumed she had left.
After a minute running down the aisles I saw her at the end, sitting down in one of the couches in the hall.
I walked closer to her, her back facing me, and walked in front of her, causing her to jump slightly when she saw me.
She quickly stood up but I was faster this time, softly grabbing her wrist so she couldn't leave.
"Please, don't run away" I said and she looked up at me, tears running free down her face now.
"Just let me go Y/N" She said trying to wiggle her wrist out of my hand.
"Jieun, please, let's talk" I begged one more time and she let out a soft breath, relief growing in me.
"We have nothing to talk about" she said but didn't look at me.
"Then why did you come here? Wasn't it to see me?"i asked, fearing that she just came to work and I had just embarrassed myself like that.
She didn't answer and that gave me confidence, thinking that maybe she did come for me.
"I'm sorry" I said and she quickly looked up at my face, furrowing her eyebrows. "For leaving you. I'm really sorry" I added and her tears started running down her face. "Don't cry please" I asked, wiping them with my hand.
She leaned into my touched and I felt like crying, she seemed so fragile sitting here crying her heart out because of me. I'm an asshole. I broke this precious angel and I'm never gonna forgive myself for that.
I saw her throught the TV and she looked so happy, so lively... so different from the girl I'm sitting woth right now. She's so good at hiding how she really feels, and it breaks me to have believed she was okay, that she was happy and she has moved on, to now see her like this, so... broken.
"I'm so sorry, I really am, I deserve every bad thing that happens to me" I whispered, more to myself than to her.
Then I felt her hand resting on my cheek and I looked into her eyes, shining from all the tears and looking deep into mine, staring right into my soul.
"I'm sorry too" Those three words made me let out a sob and I gripped her shoulders, hugging her desperately, silently begging for forgiveness.
She hugged me back and we spent the next 10 minutes just hugging each other and crying non stop until someone came to get me.
"I... well" my words were not helping me today. "Can I call you later?" I asked, hope probably written on my forehead.
She nodded her head once, slowly and barely noticeable, but I noticed and smiled a little bit, thanking her for coming and apologizing for the millionth time today.
It would never be enough though.
While my friend pulled me back into the room I couldn't stop thinking that maybe... just maybe, it wasn't the end of us after all.
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I felt like writting a little bit of a sad one but also fluff, cute, lovey dovey mix? Idk
Anywayyyyy just finished watching the drama "A piece of your mind". Have you guys watched it? It's so cute omg 100% reccomend 😭😭
Okay no idea who the next shot will be about but I'm thinking i'm gonna have to give them titles because i thought i want to do more parts to some of them. THIS ONE FOR SURE.
Annnd yeah that's it.
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