Tear In My Heart(Killua Zoldyck X Reader)COMPLETE

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YOUR POV:

"There it is." Menchi says pointing over to a ledge. I hop off the float and walk over to it. I looked down to practically see a bottomless pit,i felt my heart start to speed up. I felt a tug on hand and realized that I was being pulled away"don't get to close or you'll fall." Killua plainly says"Killua,I cant do this." I told him"huh? Why not?" I shake my head"it's to deep. I could die!" Killua rolls his eyes"you could still always forfeit. Go back home and be a failure~." I shake my head"n-no."

"Don't worry. It might look deep but there's a river below. However,I suggests not falling into it. You could die or end up miles away from here." She explains taking off her boots and setting them aside. She then runs over and falls!?

I grabbed onto Killua's arm in fright. I've practically grown attached to the boy,I don't really understand why though. He hasn't said anything about me being clingy to him so,I guess he doesn't mind.

A few minutes later Menchi appeared alive and well with an egg in her hand. "Wah! Cool!" Killua exclaims"yea! I was expecting something like that!" Gon agrees"alright! LET'S GO FOR IT!" Gon screams"Killua I can't go imma die~!"
I cry but before I knew Killua had shoved me off the edge.

I saw white ropes attached to both sides of the cliff. I grabbed on to dear life,I was basically crying at this point. "See? You didn't die." Killua says with a soft smile"I COULDVE!" I screeched at him as he laughs"but you didn't~." I then heard the webs snapping"YOU WERE SAYING?!" I screamed at him,people above us and behind us started to fall due to webs almost breaking.

"GON! CAN WE GO YET?!" I scream as Gon shakes his head"not yet..."I heard the webs snapping some more. "This is where I'm going to die,I know it." I muttered to myself"NOW!" Gon yells letting go of the web and quickly rushes down.

I let go of the web as well,and shut my eyes tightly. Eventually we all made it up back to where the float was.

I was on the ground trying to calm my nerves. I heard footsteps and then saw 2 pairs of purple shoes"geez you're such a crybaby." I look to see Killua with a straight face. I didn't see any emotion in his eyes,"a-are you annoyed by me?" Killua didn't respond and only stands up and offers his hand,which I gladly take.

"Nah you're fine. Like I told you,you remind me of a little sister." He states"now come on,stop crying and let's get the egg over to them." I nod and carry the egg over to Menchi.

"Y/N!" I turn to see Gon rushing over to us"are you ok? Are you hurt?!" He seemed really concerned,I only shook my head"I-I'm fine physically. But mentally and emotionally,no..."Gon wraps his arms around me and pulls me into a hug"you did fine!" He smiles pulling away"I told her she'd be fine." Killua speaks up"b-but how can I trust you?" I continued wiping my eyes"aw,it's ok Y/N. You don't need to cry anymore. The scary thing is over with." I nod"o-ok..."I whisper"now,let's go onto the float!"

This has been a traumatic day for me...