Fenwin- A Blackwell Pages Fic

Cody Is An Evil Human... That Is All.

I hope you're all staying safe and healthy during this whole feces-fest with covid-19!
Please enjoy and vote!

Also, this chapter has derogatory language and
ᕦ( ⊡ 益 ⊡ )ᕤ  ᕦ( ⊡ 益 ⊡ )ᕤ

FEN POV. (Right after kiss)

Is it normal to hate yourself for something?

Not like in the "oh, I'm such a dummy" type thing but more of a actual urge to travel back in time and beat the shit out of yourself type thing.

That's how I feel about the kiss. I wish I never kissed him. Better yet, I wish the kiss wasn't so weird and that I could do it again! Why couldn't he just understood that I love him!

.....

Oh shit, I love him.

~
(Le time skip brought to you by Hel Chicken™)
~

Ahhh, Monday --The most fucktacular of all the weekdays. I reeeeeeealy don't want to be at school today, but Laurie threw a pillow at me, so here I am.

I just got finished with Calculous (I'm 99.9% sure Mrs.Lorrendsie is a sadist) and am on my way to English (Mr.Fout looks exactly like a bulldog and you can't change my mind), when I see Baldwin start walking toward me.

Me being the cool and levelheaded awesome being I am, I let out a high-pitched sqeak, make a U-turn in the middle of the hallway, and walk through the first door I can find --this one apparently led to the back of the school-- and duck behind the wall.

I would rather face the armies of Ragnorok alone then have to face him right now. I don't do emotions.

"Well, what do you know! It's little faggot Fenny-boy! I wonder what he's doing out here!? We all know that disgusting little butt-fuckers shouldn't be out all alone --They could get beat like the trash they are!"

Great. It's Cody, the biggest homophobe in all of South Dakota, flamebroiled ass-clown extroidenaire, the biggest thorn in my side since freshman year, completely invulnerable because of Thorson's stupid and blind friendship, and to top it all off, he knows I'm gay.

I sigh, dropping my bags and prepare myself for what I know is about to happen. You see, Cody found out about my sexuality when I stupidly grabbed a flier for the LGBTQ+ club's hotline when I thought nobody was looking. Turns out someone was.

Now I'm stuck in this horrible situation where the only way to keep Cody from telling the whole school I'm gay is to not put up a fight whenever he wants to use me as a punching bag and to not tell anyone the truth about the cuts and bruises that have become more and more frequently displayed on my face. Seeing Cody start to walk toward me, I will myself not to pull out the knife I carry in my boot and force myself to go limp, knowing it will hurt less.

"I hope this hurts you disgusting faggot."

An stab of pain, and the world goes black.

ᕦ( ⊡ 益 ⊡ )ᕤ  ᕦ( ⊡ 益 ⊡ )ᕤ
I hated writing that so much.

Plz don't @ me.

Bye.