Never Again

Ⅲ

"It's me." Says a voice on the other line.

I was dumbfounded. What do I say? Should I say something? Will he take me back? Is he really with Miranda now?

I don't know.

Me: Hi..

Wil: It's not true. 

Me: What's not true? 

I was sobbing and hoping that he was kidding about the breakup, and about Miranda. It has to be a joke, it has to. 

Wil: About Miranda. 

Me: But she just called me William and you've been wondering and blabbing about her before we were even a thing.

Wil: That doesn't mean a thing. I'm not that cheap, suddenly finding another girlfriend. And I won't ever love her, the way I loved you. 

There was an awkward silence for about clean 10 seconds. Does he still love me though? Should I ask? 

Wil: Miranda is drunk right now, I'm at Brandon's (his best friend) house. He had a party and Miranda suddenly took out her phone and started to tell people random crap. So it's not true. 

Me: So you still care? 

Oh my Gosh, Margie stop this crap. You're putting your hopes up way too high. Just go eat ice-cream!!! 

Wil: I just don't want to hurt you again. Goodbye.

The line was once again, dead. 

//The Next Day //

     I don't want to go to school. Not today. Hm, maybe there's a tornado outside? Which means there's no school? 

*Opens window
*Hears birds chirping.

*Hears mailman

*Hears neighbor screaming 'fml'

Just a normal day,ugh! Oh well might as well start preparing. 

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This is what I'm talking about. This is what I hate a lot. You had a break-up right? That hurts a lot already. But the thing is, the fact that your ex studies in the same school that you go to? Yeah, that hurts and it's freaking annoying. Like you have to avoid bumping into him, avoid eye contact, avoid communications with him and the list goes on! This is just the worst. Why William, why. 

//School Entrance// 7:34 a.m.

     Oh my Gosh this is harder than I thought. There he is, with his group of friends. And there were my friends. Okay Margie, you can do this. Just chill okay, just pretend it's a normal school day and that nothing ever happened. Okay, breath in. Breath out. Oh my Gosh, my palms are sweaty. Chill! act like you don't give a single crap about it and be confident, it's okay. He'll probably want you back, since you kind of look on point today. Okay start walking. Crap, is there spinach between my teeth? Is he looking? Shut up Margie, keep walking you're just nervous.

 Finally I reached my friends. 

Natalie: You okay? Didn't expect you to come to school. 

Me: Yeah,why?

Mike: Because you took roughly 5 minutes to walk from the gates to here. 

They both started to giggle, while I tried to take a peek at Wil (PS. he was near us.) 

Natalie: C'mon let's get inside don't want any fuckboys, do we? 

Mike: Except for this one! *Starts flexing his non-existent muscles. 

Natalie: Haha, dream on Mike. 

//English Literature// 8:55 a.m.

Mr.Grover: Blablablabla bla? blabla! balblablablalbalb 

Literally what I hear in every class. How many more minutes? This is wasting my time. Ugh, why are we in the same class anyway? Destiny, WHY. I mean William could be in the other class. Actually, I'd be quite thankful if teacher knew about break-ups but would say nothing about it but to change classes to avoid interactions with each other. Lol Margie, this ain't no teen movie shut up. I'll just write down notes to kill time, and finally be productive. 

*Looks at the blackboard. 

Lol.

Well then. I'll just ask Natalie for her notes after class.. 

//End.//

     Look who's back? :) Sorry it took me ages to update this chapter. I was planning to update before but I had no inspiration or motivation at all and we had finals so yeah. But I hope you liked this chapter (even though it was quite short). If there are any mistakes inbox me and for suggestion. :) 

                                             Summer is coming so take care and to not turn up too much xx LOVE YUH