Pierce Love (Completed)

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Wrong move

All my life, I grew up always pleasing my parents. I did everything I can do to make them proud.

Im always active in school, I actually joined the school paper and run as SSG president not just only to get close or catch Justin's attention but also to please my parents or to make them so proud of me. That's the truth.

Because maybe if I learn how does school paper works work, or maybe if I win as an SSG President I'll make them proud.

But still wala yata akong magagawa para maging proud sila sakin. Wala akong magawang mabuti para sabihin nila na "Anak ko yan"

I'm on my way to the school. And Im pretty sure that when I get there there's a lot of questions na i ababato nila saakin.

I actually didn't sleep last night. Or wait, let me rephrase, I cant sleep last night.

After a dinner and sagutan with them I immediately run upstairs and locked my room. Sobrang sikip ng dibdib ko, to the point na hindi ako makahinga. It's last for ten minutes.

Ten minutes of pain and hard to breathe. That's the longest ten minutes of my life. I even thought of giving up but then I remember my parents.

Tiniis ko yung sakit kasi umaasa ako na baka mahal nila ako and galit lang talaga sila sa nagawa ko.

Im still hoping that my parents still love me and they'll be sad if im gone. Just like my brother. And ayoko na iparanas muli sakanila yung sakit na yun.

Na ko nanaman ang dahilan ng sakit na yun.

It's now February 10. Four days before the election. Nasa protocol ng school and nasa calendar of the activities kasi na gaganapin ang election sa araw ng mga puso.
Ang Valentines day din ang araw kung kailan namatay ang kakambal ko.

Yun din ang pinakamasalimuot na araw sa buong talambuhay ko.

Binaba ako ng driver ko sa tapat ng school. I immediately scan my Identification (Id) para makapasok na 'ko agad.

Sa hallway pa lamang ay may mga iilang students na ang nag bubulungan habang ako'y dumadaan.

"Oy ghorl! Ayun si Jasmine oh! Ba't kaya siya nag walk-out kahapon? "

"Aba malay ko ghorl! Ba't di mo tanungin? Manghuhula ba ako? "

"Sht tol! Ang ganda ni Jasmine oh! Boboto ko parin yan kahit nag walk-out yan kahapon"

"Bobo tol! Yan ang hirap sa demokrasya ngayon when it comes to School Election, Pag maganda iboboto na! Dun kayo sa may magagawa!"

I heard a lot of whispers na ang topic ay ako. But I just ignore them like my parents ignored me last night char!

I forgot, I need to be joyful. Isasantabi ko na muna yung problema ko. Ayun yung pag kakakilala nila sakin dito kaya pangangatawanan ko.

At ayoko din isipin nila na may problema ako kaya kailangan kong magpanggap na masaya at walang problema.

Pagkapasok ko sa room agad kong hinanap si Ava at umupo sa tabi niya.

"Uy ghorl! Ayos ka lang ba? Ba't ka biglang umalis kahapon? San ka napadpad? May problema ka ba?" sunod-sunod na tanong nito.

Agad kong hinatak yung buhok niya ng marahan sabay hagikhik

"Gaga ka! Nag tanong ka pa kay mommy! Hinanap tuloy ako! " I lied. sabay tawa ko sakanya