Why?

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Third person POV
'Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own'
Loki was the first person to walk inside of the room. Tears rolled down his cheeks. He couldn't believe it. There she was. Laying down in the bed as if she was sleeping. He slowly walked over to her bed side. He didn't even notice the other person in the room. He gently placed Luna on the bed. Who was whimpering. Luna crawled over to her mother. Tears in her eyes. She gently patted her mother's face. "Mommy?", she said softly. She patted her face again. "Mommy?", she said again. But it was no use. She was gone. Luna let the tears fall from her eyes. She fell onto her mother's chest. She sobbed. "Mommy!", she sobbed. She grasped her mother's shirt in her fist. She wanted her mommy. "Mommy", she whispered. She couldn't stop her tears. Even if she wanted too. They just wouldn't stop. It hurt so badly.

'It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home'
The others came rushing in. They stopped frozen when they saw her. In all her beautiful glory. No one said a word. Until tony dropped to his knees near her bedside. Tears rolled down his cheeks. Sobs coming out of his mouth. He couldn't believe this. Not her. Why? Why her? Why did it have to be her? It should have been him. It should have been him! He lifted his head. His cheeks wet with tears and eyes red from crying. He softly caressed her cheek. He flinched when he felt her cold skin. It was so cold, not the soft and warm skin he was familiar with. He gently cupped her behind the head and brought her head to his. Foreheads touching. He closed his eyes hard. Clenching them closed. Tears rolling down his cheeks. Falling down onto her cheeks.

'Oh, when you told me you'd leave
I felt like I couldn't breath
My aching body fell to the floor
Then I called you at home'

He slowly opened his eyes. Looking down at the beauty he once called his. His soulmate. His everything. His life, his love, his heart, his soul. Gone. How was he ever going to live on without her? From the minute he met her, he knew he couldn't live without her. So how was he supposed to live without her? Just the very thought of it made his heart break even more. He sniffled. "I know I screwed up, I fucked up pretty bad, I know and that's on me, nothing was your fault, nothing was, and now I have to live with my mistake for the rest of my life, without you in it. It should have been you standing besides me that day, the minute I said I do, I should have been staring into your eyes, I should have known it was you, I would have worshiped you for the rest of our life's, I would have kissed your feet, I would have bowed to my feet for you. I would have done anything for you baby girl, and I didn't, I should have been there to save you, I should have gotten there before they shot you, I should have never done Anything of that, and maybe.......just maybe, you'd still be here with us, you'd still be here with me, with Luna, with everyone, and I screwed that up, I told you, I screw everything up, I get everyone I love and care about dead, I should have listened to myself and never should have let you in,

Maybe if I didn't, you'd still be here. Living your life, happy and safe. I'm so so sorry baby girl, it's all my fault and I can never take it back, I can never take any of it back, but I wish I could, I wish I could see your beautiful eyes one last time, to see your beautiful smile, I wish I could tell I loved you one last time, I'm sorry.

You are the best thing that's ever happened to me in my life. You are the love of my life, the keeper of my heart, the keeper of my soul, the keeper of my love, and I'm sorry things had to end like this. I never wanted this to happen. I love you so much and I want to take it back, I want to take it all back, (he starts to cry) I want to take it all back Chloe, please, please don't leave me, I'm sorry, just please don't leave me, please baby girl, come back to me! Please, I'm begging you here baby, please, I can't live without you, I can't live without you! Please come back!", he said. The last parts he raised his voice. His voice cracking with sadness and in pain.

'You said that you weren't alone
I should've known better
Now it hurts much more'

(When someone loses a soulmate, it strains there heart and soul, forever to be a pain, never to go away)

'You caused my heart to bleed and
You still owe me a reason
I can't figure out why
Why I'm alone and freezing
While you're in the bed that she's in
I'm just left alone to cry'

He soon dropped back onto the ground to his knees. He dropped his head to look at the floor. Tears flooding down his cheeks and hitting the ground. He sobbed and cried out. His hands turned into fists. Anger, sadness, and pain was all he felt. He didn't need to turn around to see the rest of them fall to they're knees. They all bowed they're heads and cried. They all cried tears of agony, pain, sadness and anger. She was gone. She was completely gone. Nothing was going to bring her back. Nothing.

'You caused my heart to bleed and
You still awe me a reason
I can't figure out why'

Why?
'You caused my heart to bleed and
You still awe me a reason
I can't figure out why'

Why did it have to be her?
'Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you standing
On your own'

Why did she have to go?
'It's so quiet here and I feel so cold
This house no lounger
Feels like home'

Why couldn't she just hold on?
'Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home'

Just a little longer?
'Oh, when you told me you'd leave
I felt like I couldn't breath
My aching body fell to the floor
Then I called you at home
You said that you weren't alone
I should've known better
Now it hurts much more'

For them?
'You caused my heart to bleed and
You still owe me a reason
I can't figure out why
Why I'm alone and freezing
While you're in the bed that she's in
I'm just left alone to cry'

For love?
'You caused my heart to bleed and
You still awe me a reason
I can't figure out why
You caused my heart to bleed and
You still awe me a reason
I can't figure out why'

For Luna?
'Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you standing
On your own
It's so quiet here and I feel so cold
This house no lounger
Feels like home'

Why?
'Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home'





Loki looked up at the man in the chair. He's never met this man before. He glared at the man with red blood shot eyes. "Who are you?", he spat, even though his voice was cracked with sadness. The man looked up at him. His eyes also brimmed to the edge with tears. His eyes red from crying. His hands clasped together tightly. "I'm Stephen strange", he said softly. His voice cracking from crying so much.

'Oh, when you told me you'd leave
I felt like I couldn't breath
My aching body fell to the floor
Then I called you at home
You said that you weren't alone
I should've known better
Now it hurts much more'

Loki looked at Clint. Clint looked back at loki. They knew who this man was. This man. Was her new soulmate. The mans name that was on the back of her neck. It hurt even worse when they knew he never got to meet her properly. And never will. That broke they're hearts. So they sank back to they're knees and grieved.

'You caused my heart to bleed and
You still owe me a reason
I can't figure out why
Why I'm alone and freezing
While you're in the bed that she's in
I'm just left alone to cry
You caused my heart to bleed and
You still awe me a reason
I can't figure out why
You caused my heart to bleed and
You still awe me a reason
I can't figure out why
Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you standing
On your own
It's so quiet here and I feel so cold
This house no lounger
Feels like home'

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