Behind The Doors (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 5

Chloe's Pov

I slowly got up, hissing in pain with every move I made. I grabbed my dress and left Leah's bedroom. As I was walking down the hall to the bathroom I heard the TV playing. Was she seriously watching TV after what just happened? I can't believe her. Great rape Leah. I went into the shower and let the hot water clear every inch of my body, that was touched by her. But it couldn't clean my mind. I was disgusted by myself, by my body. How I let her use it like that, like it was her body not mine. I hated every second of it.

The shower was painful, which was ironic because it was supposed to clean me and calm me down. It hurt because of my ripped skin on my back and butt. The water at least cleaned the cuts a little bit. I wanted to cry so badly, just break down but I didn't want to, not in her house. I got out of the shower and put my ruined dress on.

I heard some voices coming from the kitchen. I stopped by the slightly opened door and listened to who she was talking to. She was calling someone. Gladly for me she put it on the speaker.

"I never thought she'll cheat on me, with not anyone but Stella"

"What? Are you serious" Someone asked, their voice sounds so familiar but I couldn't figure it out, who's voice it was.

"Yeah I literally saw them kissing by the locker" She said.

"But I thought she loves you a lot. Why would she even cheat on you?"

"I don't know"

"So this is why you were ignoring her earlier at the school?"

"Yeah but then I deal with her, in my way."

"Like what?"

"I had to, uhm rush things up" Leah said.

"Rush things up? What do you mean?"

"I-I...she--"

"What did you do Leah?"

"You know how I'm when I get mad, I lose control and kinda raped her"

"You fucking raped her?!" They sound shocked.

"It's all happened so fast"

I heard too much, I tio toed to the main door and left home.

I got home somehow, I couldn't focus on anything at all. But I knew I had to talk to Ivy, I had to tell her what happened. Once I was actually in my living room I dialed her number.

"Ivy?" I asked quickly.

"Chloe?" She shouted, I could hear the music playing in the background.

"Chloe?" She shouted again, because I didn't reply.

"Ivy, I -" I couldn't even finish a simple sentence.

"Chloe, what's going on?" She asked me concernly. The music wasn't too loud as before, so she probably went to another room.

"I - uhm, where are you?" I couldn't tell her what happened, at least not like this.

"I'm at the after party, where are you?"

"Home"

"What are you doing there? You love parties" Ivy was surprised.

"People change" I replied quietly, obviously referring to a certain person.

"Huh?"

"I said that, I changed my mind" I lied but she didn't notice.

"Well did you need something, cause I am here with some people and they're waiting for me"

"No, I just wanted to hear your voice" I semi-lied.

"Oh, you're so cute cookie. You can still join us"

"Uhm I will see"

"Great, see ya later"

"Bye" I said my unwanted bye to Ivy, to the person that could actually listen to me and tell me everything will be okay. But this wasn't this case. I had to manage this situation on my own.

I changed the hideous dress that I was wearing. I wanted to distract myself, so I decided to watch Netflix. But when I sat down on my sofa I hissed in pain, because if the cuts on my back and butt but I also had bruises everywhere. So I immediately stood up already regretting my choice to watch Netflix. I checked my phone and noticed I had one new massage.

Unknown: I am sorry. I hope you're okay.

Again this stupid unknown number. I didn't know who this person is but they were acting like my ally.

Me: Who are you?

Unknown: That's irrelevant.

Me: Tell me who the fuck are you?

Unknown: A friend.

Me: Your name?

Unknown: Rest, you need it.

Me: Or nah.

I turned off my phone and went to kitchen, opened the fridge. I pulled out a vodka and and closed the fridge. One drink couldn't hurt me, right?

I poured myself a vodka on the rocks and pleasantly sipped it. After three drinks it occurred me that I should examine myself, my body. I needed to know how I looked like.

I walked to my bathroom and stood in front of the mirror. But suddenly all my courage, all my curiosity was gone. I was terrified of the sight of my own life. I hesitatingly took off my clothes. Firstly I looked at my upper body. I had bruises and scratches everywhere. Staring at my neck going down over my breasts and stomach, stopping at inner thighs. I felt like I was looking at someone else's body.

At this point I was scared even more to turn around. But I had to. I slowly turned around so I could see my back. It was disgusting, I had to close my eyes for a second and took a deep breath before looking again. While I was examining my body, tears formed in my eyes. I never thought Leah, the person who I loved with all my heart, will hurt me like this. At this point I was completely heart broken and nothing could fix that right now.