Love, sex and miraculous

Chapter 20 - "Tearful night"

Marinette placed her bag on the desk and laid on her bed. Her mind flew away high into clouds. They learnt about men's penises at biology, but she had learnt enough about that with Chat, but that lesson made her think about her relation with him.

"What does really connect me with Chat? Love? It's a bit different from my love toward Adrien. Chat is making me... horny, when Adrien is making my heart pound faster... I wish I could know what's going on with my emotions..."

"Tikki, I've got problem." she said, looking at the ceiling.

"Did something happened, Mari?"

"I don't really know, what I feel towards Chat and Adrien. I'm a bit afraid that my relation with my Kitty is very shallow. It's all around sex, but when it comes to Adrien, I can't help thinking that he will never see as more than friend... I mean... I don't know what is better. Sex or unrequited love? I have to choose, but it's too hard for me."

Marinette turned around, hid her face in a pillow and sobbed.

"Marinette, don't cry. You just need some time. Everything will be alright." But Marinette didn't listen to Tikki. She was crying more and more. The only thing her kwami could do was to stroke her head and give some headpats until she fell asleep.

During Marinette's sleep Tikki was thinking about possible ways of torturing Plagg, but after half an hour it became pointless. She invented more than twenty ways of making him suffer, so after that she came with a little plan to cheer up her miraculous' holder.

She made sure that her parents weren't downstairs and took one plate and glass. She found some cookies, macaroons and apple juice. After setting everything up on her desk, she could only wait.

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"Plagg, it's evening already. I did also the whole homework for the nearest week. I don't have any photoshoot tomorrow. I think I can visit her tonight." Adrien winked at Plagg.

"Okay, kid, but take a jacket. There are no clouds at the sky, so it will be cold tonight." he answered, looking through a window.

"Why? I won't detranfrom in the way home."

"Don't even argue with me! I know very well that you stop at any roof, sit and detranform only to talk with me about your feelings. If you don't take jacket, you'll get a cold and I'll be also sick." Plagg sounded annoyed, but Adrien didn't why.

"Okay, Okay, but... Wait. You can get cold?" Adrien became a bit inquisitive.

"Cut it out, kid. I don't want to talk about kwamis' diseases. It's worse than man's runny nose. I was sick only twice in my life, but it was enough for me to understand that being ill is no good, so drop the topic."