You ever fall in love with someone? Like a GENUINE love, to the point where EVERYTHING is amazing about them? There grumpiness, there smile, when they rant, even there family. No? Just me? But then they leave... Something is wrong with me... everyone ends up leaving me. But I still sit here like a dumbass thinking maybe they will come back and want me again. Maybe when they are ready I will still be right here, but nobody comes back... nobody. I'm just so tired of being alone but I just want that one person, she never looks at my stuff even though I kinda wish she would 🥺 but it's okay cause one day maybe she will, and maybe just maybe she will know this was all about her. I honestly thought she was the one... the one I could spend the rest of my life thinking about, but she wasn't ready and I completely respect that I just miss being able to call her baby and now i cant, now she is probably smiling at the phone right now talking to someone else, my heart feels so broken right now, but all I can say is three words "I'll be okay"
