The things I'd do to you. Zarry

Insecure • 16

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More bottom Zayn.. are we liking it ?
Let me know so I can switch it up every now and then ! 💕

I personally don't like bottom Zayn, but everyone has their opinions.

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Third persons POV

'You're too skinny' 'Have you ever thought about gaining weight' 'Why are you so ugly' 'Can someone explain why Harry is dating him' 'Harry, Niall, Louis and especially Liam are toned and good looking then there's Zayn' Zayn read with tears in his eyes.

What did he do to deserve all this hate. Zayn quickly got up to look at himself in the mirror and lifted up his shirt. 'They were right he was ugly, he was too skinny, why would Harry ever date him, the rest of the band were all toned and good looking what could Harry ever see in him' thought Zayn sobbing unaware of Harry waking and his heart breaking at the sight. Zayn had always been insecure, he had always hated himself

"What do you see when you look at yourself in front of the mirror" asked Harry.

"All I see is the most ugliest skinniest person, look at me I'm not like you and the guys, you guys are good looking, toned and everybody loves you while everyone hates me. I hate me, I hate the way I look, I hate how much I weigh, I hate how I talk, I hate how I sing, I hate everything about me" said Zayn sobbing. Harry gently wraps his arms around Zayn's waist.

"How about I tell you what I see when I look at you" said Harry. Zayn nods his head in agreement.

"When I look at you, I see the boy I fell in love with, I see a selfless person who puts everyone before himself, I see the most caring, kind, and handsome person I've ever seen. Those hate comments don't define you. In my eyes you're the most perfect person I've ever seen and your weight doesn't matter, I've seen the way you skip meals and it shatters my heart, I will always love you" said Harry wiping away Zayn's tears. 

"I love you Haz" the older grins

"I love you too Zaynie" says Harry picking up Zayn and placing him on his bed.

"What do you want to do" asks Harry.

"Change into PJ's, watch movies, and cuddle" said Zayn causing Harry to smile at his cuteness.

Harry got two pairs of sweatpants and two hoodies from Zayn's closet quickly changing then helped Zayn change. Harry goes downstairs to get snacks before running back upstairs and placing them on Zayn's nightstand. Harry jumped onto Zayn's bed wrapping his arms around him and putting Toy Story 4 on the T.V. and opening a bag of candy that he grabbed. Harry tries to give some to Zayn whose smile instantly went away at the thought of eating.

"Baby boy you didn't eat all day today, eat the candy" said Harry. Zayn shakes his head, causing Harry to tickle Zayn.

"Haz stop, please it tickles" pleaded Zayn.

"Only if you promise to eat" said Harry.

"Y-Yes I pro-promise to eat" said Zayn still laughing. Harry stopped tickling Zayn and handed him the candy. Zayn held the candy up to his mouth thinking about how many calories he was about to eat but he knew what had to be done and ate the candy. The second he finished the candy Harry attacked Zayn with kisses and hugs.

"I'm so proud of you baby boy" Harry said praising him. For the rest of the night the two boys kept watching movies and eating snacks until, the sex scene came on making the older excited. Zayn had a noticeably painful hard on, causing Harry to smirk.