It was now the 6 month that i havent been out of my house. I was still moping around and my friend bella had left me. When bella left i knew i would have to get out of my house. I was in there so long i dont even know what season it was. I got up off my butt and went to make some coffe then went to read outside. It was the best day to get out of my house. The sun was warm the birds were singing and the sky was a briliant blue. I started thinking about brian and how i had somthing to tell him when he came back from work the day he was shot. I wasent just home because i was sad, it was also because i was preganat. It was the 9 th month and my baby was coming on june 13 which was only 1 week away. What was i thinking i thought to myself. I still needed a crib, baby cloths, bosster seat and much more. I put on my dark blue shorts, Brians old collage football t-shirt he gave me and some ballet flats which were blue. I grabed my purse from forever 21 and headed to toys R us.
