Ever since Brian was shot 3 months ago i havent even left my house. My friend Bella was staying with me and getting whatever i needed necause i refused to leave the house. What i have done is 3 things i eat sleep and watch sad movies. Some people say that i am depressed. I know in not. Its not depressed its heartbroken. I know teenage girls will say there heart broken about breaking up with there boyfriend after the have been going out for a week or somthing. If these tennagers knew what real heartbreak is they would get it. Try taking there pain and multiplying it by going to the moon and back. That is what real heart break is not just a summer romance thing or some on again of again stuff its heartbreak. I mean you should see where im coming from my husband had just died. I was empty.
