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fixing him up after a fight and confessing your love for him — "alright i got you some ice, medicine and something so i can clean your cut." i told him walking back into his room. I saw him on the edge of his bed as he looked up with a grateful smirk on his face.
"thank you." he spoke softly. i sat next to him turning towards him so i could help clean him up a bit. i grabbed his jaw gently and tilted it down, as i began to dab the hot rag on his cheekbone.
he winced at the contact of the rag. "i'm sorry. i know it hurts" i brushed it softy along cleaning up more blood as he pushed my hand away. "sorry sorry." he apologized quickly. i chucked in response and dabbed the cloth more along the cut getting everything as clean as it could be.
"you have to stop getting into fights." i broke the silence after a while. "i know. i just can't help it. i try to stay out of trouble but it just happens." i finished cleaning him and ran my thumb gently over his swollen cheekbone, then kissing his cheek softly.
"but one day, your gonna end up a lot worse than this." i grabbed the medicine placing two tables in his hand and giving him the water. "and i care about you to much to see you like this." i expressed before walking out of his room.
i walked out onto the dock and sat down hanging my legs over the side. the sunset was beautiful. it had a mix of blues, pinks and purples. i always came out here when i needed to clear my mind.
i heard footsteps coming up from behind me and i saw out of the corner of my eye, john b sitting down next to me. "hey." he spoke gently. "hey." i spoke back still looking into the horizon.
"i know your upset with me but i'm sorry. you know i don't mean to get into fights i just try to defend myself." i wasn't upset i was just worried. "i'm just worried. i can't lose you. i mean that fight got really intense." he placed his hand on my thigh.
"i'm right here. your not gonna lose me okay?" i looked up at him. i realized the way the sun hit his golden brown eyes made them look even more charming than usual. even the way the sun hit hit brownish blonde hair. it really brought out his highlights. god have i always found him this attractive? this is new. or have i been feeling this way i've just always pushed my feelings away so i would ruin the friendship.
i shook myself out of my stare and looked down. i felt the heat rise to my cheeks. "you okay?" my breathing hitched. "oh ye-yeah i'm okay. just thinking." he chuckled a bit. "your a terrible liar y/n. you know you are. tell me what's up."
"i think i've realized i'm actually really falling head over heels for someone but i'm really scared of what their going to say or react to because i don't wanna ruin the great thing we have right now and its taken me a long time to realize but i finally understand why i care about this person so much. i think i love them, but not in like a friend way, well of course in a friend way but in like a relationship kind-" i was cut off by john b's lips on mine.
i was a little taken aback but i realized i was babbling and he probably figured out it was him. i melted into the kiss as he wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me closer. i could feel his heartbeat against my chest and the sound of the soft waves hitting the doc making this moment as perfect as it could ever be.
he pulled away, his hand still resting on my cheek. he caressed my cheek with his thumb as he looked down at me. "so i'm guessing you feel the same way." i beamed.
"of course i do. i've loved you since the day we met i just never wanted to ruin my chance with you so i decided it was best if i kept my feelings to myself but i love you y/n." butterflies erupted in my stomach. i was so scared he wasn't going to feel the same way but he really does. "i love you too john b."
he pulled me in close to his chest and placed a gentle kiss on top of my head as we watched the sky quickly turn into night.
- i know this one SUCKS but i thought i was a cute baseline and i haven't written in ages😭😩😩
