His To Desire

long time no see

"Pete I can't force myself to love you neither can you force me to love you .I can't love you just because you love me......you want me to stay away from you.Well and good I'll do it ....but I can't stay away from MY daughter .....you have no right to judge the kind of father I'll be to her Pete because you don't know how much I love her and will do anything for her....I'll leave now.." Ae leaves. Pete cries more.Beam hugs Pete.

"Ae your a real shit .......your right you can't force love but at least you would have tried.... You should have let him go before he gave his soul for you.....stay the fuck away from him Ae ......you don't want me or Pete as your enemy you won't like it and your so lucky he protects you else I would have you gotten rid of" Tin who just arrived and saw his friend in a horrible state looks at Ae fiercely turning red and warns him.
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Pete recalls Ae's last words before he walked out of the room around three months ago and that was the last time he saw him.

He must admit.It is pretty hard living without him in his life but baby Nadia keeps his sanity.The girl is four months now.She has really grown and looks a lot like her father which makes Pete smile to himself.

A times he wonders if Ae misses them .He is not mad at him anymore, he chose to cut him off their lives three months ago but something in him keeps telling him that he needs Ae.

Ae have not tried contacting them .Pete doesn't know why but he feels that now more than ever he really didn't matter to Ae which kills him.

Four years today being their forth anniversary was nothing to Ae as per his thoughts .Today he has longing for Ae but who is he kidding ,they will never come to terms .

Pete has a business meeting out of town in  five hours time.Nana and Josh are on leave so he can't contact them because they always switch their phones off.TinCan have gone out of town for fan and Tin's parents are out of the country.

Pete has no other option.He has no one to look after his child and time is running out.He can't take the child with him,one she's too tittle to travel,two he won't concentrate with the baby and third he doesn't wanna go leave her  with someone random to look after her.

He thinks of calling her dad but he deleted his number and he doesn't even know his apartment address since Ae never took him there.

He decides to visit the Intouch mansion.He used to take Baby Nadia there before he decided to cut ties with them though he would allow the baby's grandparents to come over and spend time with the baby.

He packs the baby's things suitable for a day since he will return with the evening flight.He can't miss the meeting because it's very important for his business.

Pete drives to Intouch mansion .He was welcomed and gestured to the dinning room where all the Intouch were dinning.He didn't know Ae would be there and he didn't have Ae's parent's contact to confirm his arrival.He stood a distance from the dinning.

It is like his legs got glued to the ground and his mouth glued together. Ae's mother notices him.

"Oh Pete welcome dine with us .....what brings you here...how is my grand daughter" She throws questions none stop.

"Ahm....sorry was I disturbing something .....am sorry....mmmnh I can just go back..." Pete doesn't know what to do or say.Mrs Intouch guides him to a chair and calls one of her maids to take the baby.Pete notices a new member in the family.A young Beautiful girl.

Once he is seated they meant eyes with Ae who didn't pay attention to him at all.Pete is nervous.

"It's a special day for us today.....Ae just introduced his fiance to us.." Mr Intouch breaks the silence.

Pete looks is shocked. He looks at the beautiful girl,exactly Ae's taste.Pete's hands are shaking and sweaty.He puts them under the table.

"Ahm...con....congratulations..." Pete says as He looks at Ae who seems to not care at all.

'Thanks am Hope nice to meet you. "Hope introduces herself.

"Am Pete ..mmnh.... Nice  meeting you too.." Pete says looking at her.

"He is my daughter's papa ."Ae says scooping his food." Long time no see.....
What are you doing here.....I thought you cut ties with me"Ae says coldly.

"Amh...am sorry for ruining your celebration ......mmnh ...ma'am I need to travel and I got no one to look after Nadia.... Can you please look after her for few hours....I'll be back by evening....please.." Pete goes to the point.

"Of course Pete I'll be so happy taking care of my granddaughter.. You can leave her with me.." Mr Intouch is excited.

"Thanks ....I'll be on my way now.." Pete is about to get up.

"Pete I wanna live with you" Champ surprises everyone. "I mean I want to get to know you better and my niece plus your house his nearer to my high school so it's convenient for me.......plus you'll get an extra hand in taking care of Nadia" Champ smiles.

Pete smiles "I have no problem with you moving in with us but you need your parent's approval"

"Mom ,dad ,please....you know this will benefit all of us....dad you won't have to waste your time dropping me off all the time....mom someone will be there to look after your granddaughter when both her dads ain't around..... Please pretty pleaseeeee" Champ.

"Fine fine fine....... You can move in with them..... Pete I put my daughter in your hands now" Mr Intouch says laughing at his daughter's cute face.

"Well then I need to go I'll pick you and Nadia up later tonight champ ...have a nice day." Pete goes kiss his daughter and leaves.Out of the mansion Pete broke down and cried his heart out.

He shouldn't have cut ties  with Ae.
He has finally lost Ae.He knew his moment would come but not this soon.Never too SOON.
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Rose of thorns ;Pete