(TRIS)
I pulled up into my moms driveway, thinking to myself. What I'm I suppose to tell my mom, how am I going to make money? it's the middle of April,finding a job is harder to find during this month. She's going to kill me. I took off my work hat and ran my hands through my black wavy hair and took a deep breath. I hopped out the car and started walking to the apartment floor. While I was walking I saw my neighbor walk by my with a couple of boxes in her hand
"Hey Ms.Matthew. Where are you going with those boxes?"
"Ooh hello love, I wasn't expecting you to come home so early. Is everything okay?"
"I got fired." I said holding my head down
"Oh goodness child, I thought you got hurt or something it's going to be okay." She said while hugging me and rubbing my back
I shyly smirked "what are the boxes for?"
She took a deep breath "I'm moving."
"Your what! You can't be, why?!?"
"I'm sorry love,I just can't live here anymore, I'm almost 70 and I have no one to take care of me here. So I'm moving with my daughter in Tennessee."
"I can take care of you."
She smiled "I bet you can." putting her hand on my cheek "Love I'm not doing this on purpose,if I could I would stay. You don't know how badly I'm going to miss you.
Please promise me this: no matter what happens you'll always be strong, that you won't give up, no matter what happens, even if your in a really bad situation.Promise me that.
I looked at her with tears rolling down my cheek, knowing that she knows what's be going on
"I promise." I say
"Good." Wiping the tears from my face
"just know when all this is over something good will come out of it at the end. Trust me." She winked and walked down the hallway into the warm spring sun.
I wiped my face and cleared my throat walked to the apartment door and unlock the door. I slowly walk inside, as usual the house is a mess.
I rolled my eyes and scanned the room for my mom. As I approach her room I start to hear a noise. The door was half way open so I peek to see what was going on. And to not my surprise she f*cking some guy just great. First I get fired now this.
Quickly and quietly I went to my room and i tried to close the door as quietly as I can. I lazily walked to my bed and threw myself on my bed like if i was someones book bag being thrown against the floor. I want to go to sleep but I couldn't, I have to much stuff on my mind,and on top of that I can here my mom moaning ughh she needs to shut the f*ck up that's nasty eww.
Well you guys are probably thinking why is your mom like that? Let me explain
She wasn't always like this. Before she turned into a whore she was okay we were happy I guess. My dad was in the picture at the time, i don't know what happen,we were a happy family. But he left us... no money, food nor a house to live in. We were homeless for a couple of months, my mom couldn't find any job that wanted her, b/c she didn't finish high school. The only job she could get was being a house maid. Well she did that, even tho she didn't want to. She loved me and she wanted me to have a good life,and to grow up and be successful etc. But then one day she snapped and turned into a different person, the maid job wasn't cutting it so she quit and started h*eing around with different guys. I guess since the money wasn't flowing like the way she wanted it she couldn't take it. I couldn't blame her b/c I used to go to sleep hungry sometimes or dirty. But I wouldn't have just given up.
I would had found a second job or even went back to high school, she could have left me at day care or something. She had a lot of things she could have done, but she wanted the easy way of out now look at her, that's why I can't stand her. Sometimes i just wish I can go back in time and change my- my mom walks into my room.
"Tris I need you." She says with a look of urgency in her eyes
I get up and I follow her to her room. The guy she was f*cking was still in her room.
"Yes she's perfect." He said looking at me up and down
"Perfect for what?" I turn to look at my mom but I see her closing the door
I run to the door,I try to open it, it's locked "MOM! MOM!" I yelled "LET ME OUT!" "LET ME OUT!" I hit and kick the door trying to get out, but it's not working. The guy comes up behind me and put his arms around my waist, he starts to kiss my neck I try to move his hands from around me but his grip is to strong...
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