The reason i smile ||| ondreaz Lopez

Chapter 42

"okay indi" he took a deep breath i moved closer to him and kept his hand i was prepared for the worst to hit me

"so we have a older brother his name is xavier we never speak about him or in fact our family in whole cause we're kind of messed up" he looks at me sadly "you dont need to talk about it if you dont want to dre" "no Indiana i need to tell somone ive kept this in for so long it's eating alive"

I squeezed his hand alittle and he began to speak again "my dad left us when i was about 5 tony was to young he doesnt remember much about  him but he does remember being beat all the time then xavier became a dad at 18 he left the house it got even worst my mom saved up all the money she got to fly us out to protect us we haven't spoken to her until today" he said in tears i felt so bad he has gone through so much and yet his so strong

"so now that you've told me its time ive told you" i said my heart was going to break telling this story but i need to tell him he just told me his story i took a deep breath

"okay  when i was 18 my and my bestfriend Sydney went to a party my parents let me go cause well i was 18 and wanted to live my best life my dad knew i wouldn't do any funny business, when we arrived at the party we had fun dancing and drinking i got a little to drunk and then someone tried to rape me but i bit his hand and kicked him and ran as far as i could as possible"i looked down to my fingers that was interlocked with his i could feel the tears about to pour out but i kept them in a little longer

"i found a bridge and i sat there gazing at the stars i didnt even take note of the time when i was leaving i saw messages from my mom so i called her she told me my dad came looking for me cause sydney said i left the party  so i got home as fast as i could but  when i camw home i saw my mom on the floor crying she told me my dad died in a car crash and it was all my fault if i didnt run away he would of still been here today"

I said crying the dre came over to hug me "baby its okay" he said trying to comfort me and honestly it was working i looked up into his eyes "he would of loved you dre, he would be so proud of me of what i accomplished and to see his grandchild" i said hugging him even tighter "he is probably proud of you indiana his watching you from up above his always going to be baby" i love this boy so much he just knows how to make me feel better

We lay down on the bed dre starts rubbing my stomach "talking about grandchildren are you going to tell your mom" "we could fly out and surprise her" i suggest "that sounds fun and i could properly introduce myself this time" he says making me giggle

We just stay the rest of the day in the room cuddling until we fell asleep but before i did i felt dre kiss my forehead and say "i love you so much indiana" i smiled and drifted off to sleep