* * *
Then days had passed we started to
talk to each other. I became closer to her and my feelings beacme deeper. I often ask her about the lessons that I don’t understand much. Sometimes we talk about funny stories and
we laugh together and
sometimes I share my problems
to her and she would listen and give thoughts and advises. I kind of feel renewed.
I feel transformed little by little.
She brought me out of the shell. Gradually, I can now talk to other people but of course I am still quiet. I mean its part of my personality.
I gained a few friends. I guess she’s really contagious in her own good way. She could bring out the best in people with her support.
I love that about her.
* * *
2nd semester came, most of the day
teachers were only introducing theirselves and their subjects. Most of the boring activities were done. And to hear that our last subject
teacher is absent, we ventured to the
college department. We look into bulletin boards and eventually talked about college. When we suddenly heard a corny and cheesy song.
Most of our classmates were jamming and they were teasing me to her.
I don’t know how I
should react.Should I act cool
about it? How do I respond
to their annoying remarks? I look
at her and she was looking at me. She’s uncomfortable and uneasy. I know that look.
She’s awkward with the thought that I
like her because clearly she has
no interest in me. I tried to keep up with their annoying jokes and tease. I acted cool about it and I shrug it off. I may have acted cool but I never denied. I will never deny my feelings because I really really do love her.
