And know I’m fixed to the idea that
I should confess to you. Just so that you knew that someone love and adore you for two years. To
let you know that this man right here will always be here for you right by your side. I realized that
this hopeless love should be express before I bury it deeply. That’s why I’m walking to you right now.
“April, can we have talk for a minute?”
This is the love that was hidden for two years. I will finally say this.
“April, I love you.” she’s dumbfounded.
I guess this is a one time moment to say I love you.
“I know you already have someone in mind, it's not me. Listen, I
know I’m only a friend but I love you for years. And I’m gonna
say this and move one afterwards so don’t worry.”
I paused to breathe in.
“April, you didn’t know you
have this effect to me. Whenever I think of you, I can’t find the air to think. Whenever see you happy,
I’m happy. Whenever I see you sad,
I’m sad. I don’t know but you
have this contagious effect to me
specially your smile. It is the one
thing that makes my gloomy
day a one bright day.
You see, you’ve changed
me. In the two years of us being classmates, when did you saw me chatting with other people when
I usually just sleep in my desk?
That was when you were with me. You’ve changed me into
a better man, April. I am not
saying this to beg you stay by my
side. I am saying this to let you know, that this man whole-heartedly loves you for all your perfect
imperfections. April, you are that aesthetic being that I could never forget in my life. It’s just too bad, you don’t feel the same way as I do but I understand.”
“Goodbye, April.”
