chapter 4.5 - I am the man?

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[Han Jisung P

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[Han Jisung P.O.V]

“... Han Jisung instead of just listening to it why don't you try to find that someone important so it will make this lyrics come true?”

I remember everytime i bump with him, he always has that beautiful smile. It's like there's nothing can stress him over and i can see that everyone here like him. Maybe it's because of his bright personality? How can he do that so easily.. smiling and being happy. I wonder sometimes if there's anything bad ever happen to him, i guess he never feel sadness in life.

And there's me who easily get stressed, it's not that i hate people it's just I don't find any reason for me to talk with them. To be very honest I don't need anyone to take care of me, I'm already grown up and has my own business to support me but my parents don't believe on me, probably because I'm the youngest in this family so they left me with these maid who always disturbing me. At first I don't want to accept anymore maid but when i trusted Ms Lee, she like my second mom. So that's how i ended up knowing Lee minho.

I try to talk with him a couple of times but he probably don't realize it because of my face expression. For example there's one time when i told him to bring me a coffee but this dumbass accidentally make green tea. How??? How can he misheard coffee to green tea?? But i try to forgive him and just drink it. And there's one time where i told him to take my stuff from the car, just like a good boss i waited for him. But this boy really take too much time?? I told him to take my stuff not sell it. So i decided to go look for him and you wanna know what i see? He deadass on the floor (i guess he accidentally slipped while carrying my stuff?). And all of my stuff ended up on the trash can... This is why i avoid him

But strangely.. strangely enough.. his words just now keep ringing inside of my mind ; all of times in my life i waste it on working, and avoid talking with others.. sure i have friends but it's just not close enough and i never really care about them. I am that type of person who doesn't give any fuck to others, you want to hate? Sure. Love me? Go ahead. It's just not my problem anymore when it's come to other people. If they can't accept me then it's their problems not mine. And i really hate getting involved with drama. Most of drama comes from love that's why i don't watch or listen to love stuff.

But this man. This man is making me wanting to break all the rules in my life. Weirdly enough right? I'm not sure what this feeling is.. but i hope it's not love because deep down i know myself. I know I'm not gay or anything plus it's only been a week since i know him.. maybe because i want a new friends.. right??

As i watched him serving the foods on the table i can't help it but stare at his beautiful face. Ugh what am i saying?? Whatever.. all i know right now is I want to be closer to him, my mind and mouth don't work properly when i accidentally told him to sit down.. what am i thinking?!! But I'm glad that he sit down without making a scene.

Both of us stay silent and it's really awkward plus he seem sleepy this whole time. Both of us don't know each other too well so there's no topic to talk about. I can't just say something like "so how's your day" because i have this 'chic' face on me. It will make things more awkward trust me ; as i was eating and talking alone in my mind.. i got curious and asked him

“When you told me.. that i need to find my special person...Be honest.. what about you? Do you already find that special person in your life?”

Fair enough.. now he keep moving around like a worm, i swear i just make the situation more awkward but this time I don't really regret it. I said that i want him and i will make it come true, for now it's not because of love. It's just because I want him okay? Nothing gay going around here.

“I don't need to find someone special because i already understand the lyrics” that's make zero sense! How can you understand the lyrics and I can't? What make you so special? ; “how?” i asked him again.

“Well i watched drama.. i understand what they try to say”

I still not sure with what he trying to say so i attack him with my own opinion, ”but it's not the same--” that's when i realized... Maybe, he already got someone who he loved, that's why he can understand what I can't. Plus it's a love song. Does this man already has a lover? Ugh for some reason i hate this. I hate this feeling. I hate when I can't get what i want. This man make me want to know him deeper but then he suddenly close the door for me to get in.

I told him to go back home, but for some reason he seem pissed off about it. The worst part of this is I can't sleep at all. My mind keep thinking the possibility of him with other girl. What kind of a person he will be when he with his girlfriend? No. The real question is what kind of girl he like?? Does he like the cute type or smart? Do he like a person like me? Am i compatible with girls? Ughhh just let me sleep!!

I go downstairs at 6:30 am and suddenly bump with Ms Lee ; I'm not looking good right now i admit it. With panda eyes and puffy face, i just want to drink a warm water and take a shower. I can see Ms Lee get a little scared when she look to me ; I'm not in the mood to talk right now so i just looked to her with the fattest attitude ever

“Young master Han.. are you okay?” now that i think about it, Minho never call me young master Han.. UGHH STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM!!

“don't get enough sleep” i answered her shortly and goes straight to the kitchen my leg immediately stop when i saw Minho, he sure look just like me, not getting enough sleep. Hehe are you thinking about me too? Tch. I knew it no one can refuse Young master Han charm HAHAHA. Strangely my mood got better when i imagine these thought.. am i crazy

“What are you doing?” i sit down on the kitchen counter beside the sink and watch him washing the dishes

“Can't you see? I'm washing your dishes.”

At first i want to laugh but then i saw his thumb wrapped in a plaster ; without thinking i immediately grab his wet hand and look to it carefully

“What happen??!”

“I accidentally cut myself last night”

“See?! This is why I don't trust you! Come here. Don't let it wet!” I dragged his whole body towards me who still sitting ; i looked to jung hwa and show her a signal to take over Minho work.

“Yooww it's okay noona.. For real Han I'm okay. It's not that deep.”

Who is this girl and why is he protecting her?! This make me more pissed off!! Instead of just let it go i dragged Minho to the sofa and let him sit down.

“YOU! Just take a rest! Ugh!” I left him, not because I'm mad at him but I'm mad with myself. Why do i care too much about him?! Like he said.. it's just a small scratch.. why do i become too protective towards him.. I really should just get a shower maybe it will make me much more okay.

Yooww who wanna bet that Minho actually has a girlfriend? Nah i don't know too

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Yooww who wanna bet that Minho actually has a girlfriend? Nah i don't know too. What about u guys? Do u think he has a girlfriend? Thank you for reading and please vote!

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