boundary lines [MINSUNG FF]

chapter 1 - memories

"HUU--AAA"

A loud crying sound can be heard from the side of someone grave ; but there's one person who didn't cry nor saying anything, silently watch everyone cry while he just sit right next to the grave

As times pass by people gradually leaving this poor boy alone so he can have his times with his 'mom'

[Minho P.O.V]

People around me are crying while here i am, not even once my tears coming out from my eyes. I just sit here watching them, all of this feel like a fever dream. How i just lost the most important person in my world. So much regret inside of me ; but what can I do?
"We will leave now Minho ah. If you need anything, just call us" Chan said as he dragged his mom who still crying ; I nodded my head slowly, my body still refuse to move even though everyone gradually leave me. Chan is my cousin but we didn't talk too much. I'm really appreciate his kindness. But I am that kind of person who will never let my feelings out to someone else.

Now it's only me and my mom. No.. to be more exact. It's just me. Tears start coming out from eyes ; all of this times my brain refuse to believe that she gone forever. But now when it's only me here alone ; it's confirmed that she already leave me

"liar! You're a liar! You said you will be here with me!" I scream in pain ; this time I don't care anymore if anyone heard me or not.

"What about the promise you made with me?!"

"Do you really hate me mom?" the last sentence come out as a whisper as my mouth can't let out anymore words ; i lay half of my body down to her grave, I don't care anymore about the dirt or not. All i want is her warm hug.

"Mom please.... Don't leave me" I whispered softly. Begging her to come back alive. Which is impossible.

All of this started because of me ; the regret in my heart is still there.

[Flashback]

2 months after I graduated from highschool, I finally find a good college to apply ; every night me and my mom will discuss about which college is the best, she super supportive with any of my choice that i need to force her to let out her own opinion too!

"Mom! Do you think xxx college is more good than yyy college?" i asked as i showed her a picture of these college. She observed it for a second and immediately answer

"Anything you prefer my son. I'm okay"

I pouted when i heard her answer. She immediately patted my head

Months after applying to xxx college, I suddenly got accepted ; the excitement inside my body is unbelievable, the only thing that i want to do right now is scream happily to my mom. I bet she will be happy too!

I noticed a note she left and immediately read it

"I need to go somewhere! Wait for me - mom"

Just like that i patiently wait for her ; just like a good dog always checking if the owner finally home or not. Hours and hours passed by. I don't say anything. No, i refuse to overthink about this.