I'm Never Waking Up (COMPLETE)

Chapter 11~ You cheated.

Patience's POV

"Patience is everything alright your really antsy," Liam says sitting next to me at our lunch table. It was fairly nice and our group along with Jay and Chris were the only ones who sat here. Thankfully Jay and Chris were both still gone.

"Yeah I'm fine, I jus feel a little sick," I say not completely lying. I'm super anxious and it's starting to make me want to throw up.

"If that why you won't eat? Do you need to see the nurse?" Liam ask as he digs into his taco.

"No I'm fine," I tell him with a smile as I fold my arms over my stomach and cross my legs.

"You should eat baby," I hear from behind me and all of my anxiety with through the roof. I knew that voice was Chris but I wasn't going to turn around. I was scared he was going to say something mean again or not forgive me.

"Oh hey what took you so long?" Liam asks as I feel Chris get closer.

"Just had some things to deal with," Chris says taking my hand making me stand up. He quickly takes me out of the Lunch room and I look back as I see Jay and I'm almost pleading for help. All he does is smile and wave. I instantly frown thinking that he wants Chris to yell at me some more.

"Look baby I'm so sorry for yesterday and I hope your forgive me. Jay told me what I did and I didn't even realize I hurt your feelings. I'm so so sorry and I hope you can forgive me" Chris says once we are out of the lunchroom and I just stare at the ground. I don't even know what he did. Sure he said something but it was my fault.

"Hey look at me. None of this was your fault. I was the one who hurt you and I shouldn't of said or done any of that stuff," he says lifting my head up with his finger. Tears instantly start pooling out of my eyes and I put my face in Chris's chest to stifle my sobs.

"Baby I'm so sorry I shouldn't of yelled at you or left and I shouldn't of gotten drunk and did things behind your back," he says and his last words catch my attention.

"What do you mean you did things behind my back?" I question stopping the tears for a split second so I could ask my question.

"I um I got drunk and I may have kissed this one girl and things got a little heated. Baby I didn't mean to do it. I wasn't in my right mind. I would never in my right mind do something like that to you," he says and this catches me off guard. I may be naive to a lot of things but I know how to cheat and kissing is definitely one of them.

"So you cheated on me?" I question chocking down my sobs and pushing Chris away. He looks so guilty. Almost as if I ripped his heart out.

"Yes, but I promise I didn't mean to do it. I swear I wasn't in my right mind. Baby please I'll make it up to you," he says and I see tears start to gather in his eyes. I shake my head not having the heart to look him in his eyes.

"I-I can't. You cheated on me," I mumble, covering my face with my sleeve as more tears start to come out.

"No, just please. I need another chance. I promise I will make it up to you. I put my life on it. I just need you in my life," Chris says as tears start to cascade down his cheeks.

"I can't let you hurt me again," I mumble as I start to walk to the lunch to grab my things. I quickly wipe my tears and grab my bag and phone before anyone could say anything. Though I knew it wouldn't take long before they all started to follow me.

"Hey what's wrong? What happened?" Blane says but then a chorus of are you okays and what's wrong follow.

"I'm fine okay" I say turning around and they all look at me with sympathy.

"No your not. What did he say?" Jay asks as he hugs me. I eyes start to fill with tears once again.

"That he cheated on me," I say as tears rush down my cheeks and onto Jays shirt.

"And your not giving him a second chance?" Jay asks and I shake my head.

"I can't he hurt me when I trusted him," I say pulling away and wiping my tears. Maybe this whole going to a public school wasn't a good choice I'm sure I'll be able to go back to homeschooling.

I quickly leave the room not waiting for an replies and thankfully no one follows. I run outside and call my dad.

"Hey pumpkin what's up?" He asks and I start to sob.

"Dad I don't want to do public school anymore. Please come get me," I cry out and he instantly says he'll be there in five minutes and hangs up.

I wait on the steps of the front of the school before my dad pulls up in his black ranger rover. I jump in the passenger seat and thankfully he doesn't say anything. Once we get home I run up to my stairs falling on my bed and into a restless night.