I'm Never Waking Up (COMPLETE)

Chapter 10~ Going Home

Patience's POV

It's 5 in the afternoon and Chris still hasn't come back. I've been at his house the whole time hoping he'll come back and maybe just maybe he'll forgive me. I know Jay said it wasn't my fault but it is. I shouldn't of went downstairs and I should of told someone what was going on.

"He'll be back don't worry. You really need to eat something though Patience or you'll get sick," Jay says sitting next to me on Chris's bed. I've been laying down under the covers all day. I slept through most of it though so I've only been here for about two hours.

"I'm okay," I say pulling the covers up more to hide my nose and mouth so that only my eyes and four head are showing.

"No really you need to eat," Jay starts before he can finish someone slams open the door and it was Chris. I'd say I was relieved to see him but I'm not. He looks tired. He's stumbling a bit and his hairs all over the place and it looks like he's got purple bruises on his neck. Oh and not to mention that he's yelling at Jay.

"Jay get the fuck out! This is my room! Tell her she can go too! I don't want her here!" He yells and tears start to pool in my eyes again. He won't ever forgive me.

"Chris I think you need to calm down before you do or say something your going to regret even more," Jay says pulling me out of the bed and picking me up so I wrap my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist as a waterfall comes out of my eyes.

"I'm not going to regret shit. For all I care you can have her!" He yells as we walk out of his bedroom and he slams the door. We make our way down to Jays room.

"He doesn't mean anything of the things he's saying right now okay? I promise he'll be begging for forgiveness later," Jay says laughing at the last part and I giggle a little bit.

"Yeah I think I might go home though. We have school tomorrow and my parents are probably really worried," I say as Jay sits me on his bed as he nods.

"He I'll drive you. Do you have all your stuff?" He asks and I shake my head pointing in the direction of Chris's bedroom.

"It's fine you can get your clothes another time and here's your phone," he says handing me back my phone and I nod smiling at him.

After sneakily going to his car and driving for a while we come to my house. It actually wasn't as far from their house but it was past the bad part of town.

"Thank you and tell Chris I'm sorry when he's okay," I say jumping out of Jays car and looking down.

"It's okay you have nothing to be sorry about. He's just being mean," Jay says and I nod and walk into my house watching as Jays car leaves.

"Oh hunny your home! Have you ate yet?" My mother says quickly pulling me into a hug which I return.

"Yeah mom I've ate," I say even though I'm lying but I really don't think I'll be able too. With the guilt eating me alive I'm sure I'll need to starve myself for a couple days before I actually feel hungry.

"Alright we'll why don't you go on up and get a shower and ready for bed," mom says and I smile and rush up stairs to take a well needed and deserved bubble bath.

After about an hour of lounging in the bath I finally get out. I quickly dry myself off and put my hair into two Dutch braids so that my hair will be wavy in the morning for school. I throw on some lacy yellow undergarments and my favorite yellow hoodie that says 'Sunshine and Sunflowers' on it. I jump into bed hoping that tomorrow everything will be back to normal.

In the morning I get up and throw on my pastel yellow skirt and my white shirt that says 'I am the Sunshine' on it. I quickly slip on my yellow and white checkered Vans and grab my phone and backpack heading downstairs to eat a quick breakfast.

"Good morning hunny" my mother says as she sits my plate down at my seat. I quickly follow and take a few bites saying I was full. Luckily they believed me and my dad drove me to school.

After avoiding certain people while walking to the library I quickly pulled my yellow hoodie out of my backpack and put it on hoping I can hide in it so I don't have a breakdown in-front of the entire school.

"What are you doing?" Someone said but I don't look up. I know it's not Chris but he could be in the room and I really don't want to cry anymore.

"Hey Patience, what are you doing? You look crazy," I hear laughing and I notice that it's Liam and the twins. I quickly grab Liams shirt to bring him down to face level with me.

"Is Chris here?" I mumble surprised I didn't stutter.

"No he won't be here till after lunch something about being wrong" Liam says and I let a breath out along with Liams shirt taking off my hood.

"Why? Did something happen?" Liam asks and I smile at him hoping he believes the lie I'm about to spit out.

"No everything's fine we're playing tag and he's it" I say and I see Liam and the twins relax at my statement.

"Ohhhh I'll keep that in mind" Liam laughs as he sits next to me and the twins in front of us. This sure is going to be one long day.