It Hurts

Outcast's Misery

I've always been an outcast.
My family disowned me.
I get bullied in school.
I always get low grades.
Whenever I date someone, I end up heartbroken.
What have I ever done to deserve a life like this?
I just want to disappear from this life
I want all my problems to disappear

My parents always get mad at me, even though I didn't do anything, my siblings act like I don't even exist.

I get bullied in school because of my family problems, they say that I'm the main reason for the problems, even my teachers hate me that they lower my grades on purpose

Whenever someone asks me out on a date, it turns out to be a bet on taking "The Highschool Loser" on a date

I cry myself to sleep every night, thinking on how shitty my life is and on how much I want to disappear from this life

On night, I locked myself in the bathroom, a blade on my hand and I started cutting my arm

As blood was dripping on my arm, I felt relieved

After an hour, the bathroom floor had blood everywhere

I opened the medicine cabinet with all the strength I have left

I popped open the container and drank whatever was in it

Then, I felt dizzy, my vision started to fade until I.....

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Author's Note
Good or nah? I'm sorry if I ever made anyone upset because of my stories and I don't own the cover picture, credits goes to where I found it, Pinterest