12.Battle of heart and brain

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No, not much to do as there are compulsory holidays,and school are closed for for obvious reasons of covid 19 .But my brain is fried after the last night chat with maria.

well it all started to have some fun I got message from some unknown account and I replied,and now it's like I can't think anything else other than her.if some of my friend's told me that she's got a crush on someone on  instragram,well I would have made so much fun of her,and told her how idiot she's being for falling for someone from social media.

But that's what exactly happened with me. Yesterday when she's told me about her problem,my heart just itches seeing her in this mess and I want to help her immediately,at the same time makes me feel so good that she's think of me when it gets tough,and if I helped her, definitely it will make our whatever we are having some reality base some validity, but my brain telling me to just back off its just suicide to make any kind of  cash  transaction with some unknown who claimed to be some Army person.

well I got in this mess myself I have no one to blam .In this situation what I am scared the most is I will lose her rather than anything else, not the money not the online transaction risks I would have to take,is she really into me,the way I am into her,what if she just unfollow me or blocked me after receiving the money?

what can I do in that situation?or all turns out good,Am I ready to have a girl as my partner,or Am I ready for that Life,my parents are searching a suitable boy for me, they're all so excited for my marriage, am I ready to tell them what's going on in my life,well I think I just have to focused on what's am I going to tell maria the next time we chat,I think the best way is to be honest.

I will tell her that I got many doutes in my mind,and I like you but I don't think I can help you financially,let's see how she takes it,if it is only about money, then she won't talk to me again,and if she's really have feelings for me she will stick around.ya ,and I will definitely send her whatever cash she wanted afterwards, for her flight ticket,hope love wins here.cause I really love you Maria,so.... Much, now let's see if she does have feelings for me or not .

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