Most Unexpected Love(Girl×Girl)

is it really over ?

A/N : hi to my lovely readers,I know it's a bit late update,as I am resuming my deuty and as a teacher results, online teaching, really taking my time, still I am updating today cause one of my follower, really inspired me by sending really sweet comments,which really energies you as a writer ,so l am dedicating today update to sharayu bidwal she's reading my story all along and voting , commenting and thanks to all my readers as my story reached above 1.5k readers, love you all, specially to the one who stick to my story from the starting. Niddhi really devastated what ,what just happened,is it real? Ohh god what do I do? I came all the way here , just to be with her,and now,I don't know what to do,she has to report to her first day of new job but ,that was the last thing on her mind , right now,she was crying and sobing since Maria left, after some time. Niddhi recollect herself ,drank some water,as she was feeling so dehydrated,she sat on the coach , just started scrolling her gallery,and stopped at one of Maria's pic,she sighed heavily as she was looking at the breathtaking beauty of her,my love,why the hell she is so beautiful,she thought to herself is it cause she's so hot ,I am head over heels for this girl,or I am so into her that I feel she's so attractive, for a split second, Niddhi thought just to run back to maria and beg for her love,but for just a second the next She like ,why she's questioning my love when she's the one,who can't get rid Of her X's , don't what the deal with her X's , clearly not over her. I know I haven't told my parents about us,it's for obvious reasons,ok I admit it I was scared,I am scared,how they are going to react,and all of it ,my relatives,my friends,my students, when they get to know I am gay, just the thought send shivers down to my body,, but at the same time I know who I am and what I want, it's not like I don't love her,she knows that pretty well. Nidhi now getting ready to go to her office ,I am going to deal with this messy love life of mine later ,I can't deny this job is a big opportunity for me,And if I get parmanent place here,well it will definitely help me to come out,here in US than back home in india, now I have to stop thinking about maria and get going. Here, maria can't believe,what just happened,she break up with Niddhi,all she wanted to clear few things,and one thing leads to another,they both said nasty things to each other,and now she was regrating it already, fuck ,I shouldn't be so hard on Niddhi, after all ,she is the one ,who should took that call when to come out of the closet,I know it's not going to easy,and Niddhi do love me, but sometimes it just make me so insecure,that she's never going to do that and again will go back to some shitty arrange marriage thing,I may be overreacting but,I just love her so much,the thought of losing her make me so unstable,so illogical,that I ended up loosing her,and offcourse Alex dropping me home doesn't help the situation at all. But what now........maria sighed heavily,she just don't have the courage to call Niddhi and hear something she don't want to. So. ..... Neither Niddhi nor maria were confident , mature enough to call each other,or they just want to give each other some time,to process everything, but this" time" was curious,may be it will bring them closer or tore them part for forever