His Pyromaniac

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One year.

One year had already passed like a snap of a finger for some people. But for Yoongi and you it was painfully slow.

One year since you had lost your little boy who was still nameless.

You lifted your head from the bed to see your husband coming in and smiling at you.

His smile though turned upside down when he saw the room. He always tried to stop you but he knew that he had no choice but to let you burn small things I'm his presence.

With time the doctors could understand what was happening with you. Well atleast a major part of it.

If you were denied being close to a fire, you would start imagining things burning. You had a vivid imagination.

Your eyes would turn black.

But whenever that happened you would still be aware and that frightened you a lot.

After months of keeping you in the weird hospital and treating you as a threat to yourself when you tried to kill yourself multiple times, the doctors decided to let you presume your life but at the cost of regular therapy sessions.

But you refused.

You refused to step out of the house. You refused to see anyone. You refused to go back to working again or contact your friends circle.

You plainly refused to ever use a phone. Too many bad memories just caused your head to pain more.

Yoongi was helpless. You tried to push him away but he didn't let you. He couldn't let you suffer alone, not when his heart beats only for you.

But he was helpless. No matter how much he tried, you grew extremely stubborn and so it was a hard task to feed you or get you to bathe.

He tried. He did a lot and more. Alongside grieving for his lost kid, Yoongi was grieving to lose a part of you too.

Many a times he would find you awake at night but by the look on your face he would know it's not you.

He was reaching insanity. You were already insane.

He gulped looking at the partly burned stack of papers in the corner of the room.

You sat up and didn't say a word. You wanted to. You hated seeing him like that because of you. You wanted to hold him and tell him how much you love him. Thank him for not leaving your side.

But the fact that he thought you were crazy. The fact that you yourself thought you were crazy killed a part of you every time you looked at him.

"Is it so hard for you to say you love me?" 3 year younger Yoongi asked you while kissing your shoulder.

"I don't."

"I do." He said and hovered over you once again.

"I'm tired of keeping this as a secret. We need to tell everyone we're seeing each other."

"We are not seeing each other." You felt his lips on your jaw now.

"Well I am for a fact seeing you right now, unable to resist my touch. With your eyes screaming how much you love me." Yoongi now finally pressed his lips on yours.

That time Yoongi thought nothing would break you two but he was wrong.

"It's Jungkook and Bell's daughter's first birthday and you're coming with me."

Be happy and be safe