His Pyromaniac

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I always rush the ending :(

History is not really a time to remember. Not when it brings pain and illusion of defeat.

Sometimes history should be imprinted in your mind so that you don't repeat your mistakes.

Sometimes it's just worth looking back in time, to find comfort in absolutely nothing when you are going through hard times.

Although mostly unlinked, history plays an important part in someone's mindset.

"So I think your past has been triggering your impulse towards fire." The doctor said while you gave a shrug.

"I don't know. Maybe." You said truthfully.

Your history was the simplest out there. Loving parents whom you had lost growing up, ironically you lost your mother to a fire incident that you had to witness. Your father passed away to illness.

You were always independent, even when you met Yoongi. Even though your life was stable and you were not looking for love, you fell for him eventually.

He had a girlfriend but soon you were his lover. It really felt like a joke from reality. Sometimes your life was bad, sometimes worse but since that day when Yoongi first kissed you, you knew you were in the right track.

"You told me that the first time you set your bed on fire, you were looking at your parents' photos. Maybe since your mother had died of fire, it affected you." He said and you nodded in agreement.

"I thought if I ignore everything in my past long enough, I can get away. But she loved me so much. And it took her away. It felt real. The fire felt real." You said sipping on your coffee.

"But it's not. It scares you because you allow it. Fire is beautiful and just and like you it does not know where to stop."

"You have two personalities right?" The doctor asked and you nodded.

"The other personality loves to torment you. Your mind plays with you when you see those messages or weird things. It's your other self trying to mock you." He said carefully hoping he didn't cross the line.

"How can I kill my other personality?" You asked with a forrowed brow.

You meant it when you said you wanted to become better, but for that you knew you had to change a few things in your lifestyle.

"You can't. A few months ago, your mind was half occupied by you and half by any other person, let's call it flame." You gave him two nods understanding what he was trying to say.

"Flame came into your mind when you were inactive and took control of your body. It took advantage of you when you were scared. That is how multiple personalities work." He said looking at his file.

You shifted uncomfortably. It was weird for you to think someone else was taking control of you.

"What should I do then?"

"You now know what you are and with time you can observe changes in your attitude and sorrounding. If you can't tame flame, befriend it. You should be able to control yourself then."

Be happy and be safe