His Pyromaniac

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The doctor was still sitting calmly which annoyed you.

"So you're basically saying that you want to divorce him because he stayed with you through everything?"

"Yes. He deserves so much better." You looked at the door again.

"So you're saying that you want him to walk away from you when you're finally getting therapy?" This question ticked you off more since you knew that this therapy won't be as much fruitful.

"I want him to be happy."

"Then tell him what you want. Let's talk about something else. When was the last time you thought everything was normal?"

"A while ago. Do you think I should tell him?" The doctor looked around the clock and gave a small sigh.

It was almost one hour and all you did was change the subject. It was clear that you didn't want to talk about yourself.

"There's couple therapy session too where you can talk about your spouse and problems in your marriage. I'm simply not qualified enough to tell you anything in that field." He said hoping it won't come out as rude.

"Oh alright I'm sorry but isn't this session over now?"

"Yes and unfortunately we couldn't get anywhere today. You have to come on Wednesday again." The doctor said with a patient smile.

You nodded and immediately stood up to leave the room. The room felt uncomfortable and too much neat.

You opened the door to find your husband looking at his phone. He looked at you and giggled.

"You're not even one minute late."

"I missed you." You told him.

"I missed you too and I'm very proud of you." He smiled and took out his hand.

"Let's go or we'll be late for dinner." You gave him a nod and took his hand.

You felt guilty. You never wanted to drag Yoongi in your problems and you never thought he would stay with you after everything that happened.

But he did. He suffered as much as you and that made you feel guilty.

You didn't lie when you said you wanted a divorce. He would be one thousand times happier with any other woman than with you.

While you two were in the car you kept stealing glances at your husband, not knowing how to bring the matter up.

"What do you want to tell me?" Yoongi asked still keeping his eyes on the road.

"Have you ever thought of.... separating?" Yoongi's hand tightened around the steering wheel.

"No."

"But yo-"

"I have no intention to stay away from you. Not temporarily and not permanently either so throw it out of your brain." He said cutting you off.

There was silence in the car for a while which he broke.

"Do you want something of that kind?" He asked raising a brow and his eyes still on the road.

"I love you." It was the only reply you gave. He was not sure what you wanted to mean by that.

"If you're planning to leave me or something, know that I'll stalk you and kidnap and whatever to bring you back to me." He said in a hope to lighten the mood but that went in vain when he received no answer from you.

Be happy and be safe