Constant Heartache (SwapxFell) ~Completed!~

Chapter 6: Reverting Disaster

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I reached my house and slipped inside. It was quiet, but I could see Pappy's silhouette against the TV and walked around the couch to sit beside him. He had fallen asleep with his cigarette partially finished and hanging out of his mouth and some very cartoony show playing. I flicked the TV off and he snaps awake.

"HI PAPPY... I... I GUESS I BETTER C-COME OUT WITH IT SHOULDN'T I..." I mumble.

He looks at me with such love. I couldn't help it. I started crying into his shoulder as he pats my head.

"I'M SO, SO SORRY PAPPY! I THOUGHT I COULD DEAL WITH MY OWN PROBLEMS! I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO WORRY ABOUT ME OR GET ANGRY AND TRY TO KILL HIM. I JUST WANTED TO PROVE TO MYSELF THAT I CAN DO STUFF ON MY OWN! BUT I COULDN'T AND I PUSHED YOU AWAY! PLEASE FORGIVE ME PAPPY!" I cried.

He nods and I make him promise to not go off murdering Killer, then I told him the story. Me and Killer falling in "love", getting together, and the gruesome end where he keeps resetting the day to rape me again. By the end he looks absolutely livid, so I quickly remind him of the promise and he nods angrily. We sit on the couch like that awhile. Just sitting beside each other while he rocks me back and forth. Eventually I sit up with a few more sniffles and I wipe my eyes dry. I give him a watery smile.

" I may not be happy about you keeping such large secrets from me, I'm just so glad you're back fairly unharmed. Can I still dust UnderFell's Alphys if I find her?" He mutters.

"NO! SHE'S THE ONE WHO GAVE MY MEMORIES BACK! YOU COULDN'T DUST HER ANYWAY. SHE HAS YOUR EXACT POWERS NOW."

"She WHAT?!?" He jumps up from the couch.

I jump up and grab his arm to keep him from teleorting.

"CALM DOWN PAPPY!"

A memory projects itself from my eye and lands on the wall. It's UnderFell Alphys' face as I wrap her arm to stop the bleeding. She was hurting, he could see it in her eyes. He sighs and sits back down. I curl up and rest my head on his slightly damp shoulder.

"CAN WE JUST STAY LIKE THIS? IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE YOU WERE THERE TO HELP ME SLEEP." I mumble.

He nods and I quickly fall asleep to his rhythmic breathing

US Pap's view:

It didn't take long for Blue to fall asleep. Just like the old days. When his breathing evened out I slipped out from under him and laid his head on the pillow. He may have made me promise not to dust Killer, but he never said I couldn't give him a lot to think about. I stand outside on the porch for a while, enjoying another smoke. The fact that he isn't mad at Alphys at all still bothers me. He could have died. But... I suppose it is more like my old bro to be quick to forgive. My mind turns back to Killer and the pain he put Blue through. My eye was glowing and I let it. Killer would pay for what he did to my brother. I would make sure of it.

Fell's view:

I woke up with a gasp. I don't know how, but I knew that someone was about to do something stupid. I glance beside me to find that Blue had gone. Slippery little guy. I do a quick search of all the rooms. He's not here?!? I teleport to UnderSwap and see Carrot on the porch with a cigarette.

"Where's Blue?!?" I demand.

"He's inside. Resting. He's remembered everything by the way. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have business to attend."

I grab his shirt and pin him to the wall.

"What kind of business Carrot? 'Cause if it has somethin' to do with Blue I'm comin' with ya." I growl.

He chuckles a little and teleports out of my grasp.

"You've grown quite attached to my brother haven't you?" He chuckles.

"W-what?!? Me?!? Attached to him? No! Quit laughin' at me ya prick!" I growl as he continues to chuckle.

"Well, if you must know, the reason Blue turned to drinking instead of me is because Killer hurt him. I'm going to go to Killer and give him a bit of advise he will never forget."

I step back a bit. His eye is glowing a vibrant orange. I don't really want to be there when shit goes down, but did he say Killer?!?

"Oh no! You are NOT going to confront Killer! The guy's a sadistic murderer! Not to mention that he can reset however he pleases! Listen, I know you're mad about your brother, but you can't go pickin' fights with the most powerful skeletons in the AUs! You'd get yourself killed! Think of how Blue would feel then! Think about how I would feel bein' the one to hafta tell him his brother ain't comin' home! Think about it. Asshole." I growl, my voice getting quieter towards the end.

I stare as he takes a long drag and throws the cigarette on the ground. 

"You act so tough Fell, but you're quite the sentimental aren't you? You care for my brother and I appreciate that. Aright, I won't attack Killer, but whenever Edge meets SF again I would like to be there so I can ask him to pass a message." 

"Sure, I can accomplish that." I grin.

We walk inside and head up to his room. It's quite different than mine. It's an absolute mess. I slide some clothes off of the bed and we chat awhile. Eventually I have to go because forbid I oversleep and become late for guard duty with Edge. I tell him goodbye and tell him I'll be back tomorrow to check on Blue. In the meantime I tell him to get some sleep.

(A/N Hello, hello. I am going to do a bit slower updates for a while as I have stuff to do over the weekend to plan for. Thanks for reading!)