"Write your thougths"
I cant , its too hard.
They're too many i cant even talk
It hurts deep inside
But its okay i'll keep smiling just so you feel proud
Im sorry im no different from her
With a day that passes I feel like drowning
My brain is killing me
I want to die i want dissappear
I feel nasty
I dont want to let you down
Just hug me and tell me its going to be just fine
"I need help"
Thats what i told you , but you just laughed
I hate myself
I disgust myself
It hurts deep inside
I cant trust me anymore
"Why do you sleep so much?"
Because while im sleeping i cant ruin anything
My life is ruined and my parents migth hate me , i want to runaway
I want to change my name
I hate myself
Every time i wake up im drowning but you dont notice.
"Tell me its okay"
No its not because i know im wrong and i cant bear watching the hate on you face
Just say you love me no matter what
Just say errors happends that you're still proud of me.
Im sick of asking for death
Im sick of feeling heavy on my chest
Im sick of life
I just want to ended all.
I've done everything wrong
