I need help. I need serious fucking help. I'm smart but I'm failing every class. My parents used to scream and shout now that just look at me with sad eyes. My perfect sister makes everything worse. Most people have nice sisters who don't snitch! Why does my family hate me? The whole fucking universe hates me! All the books and movies they lie, no one loves me. I am so alone. All I want to do is disappear get the fuck out of the hell hole that is my life. Someone please help me. I am suffocated and downing. I spend myself crying myself to sleep, throwing things at wall, creating at my parents. But they never seem to understand that quarantine is fucking with my already fucked up mind. But you know what I say to it all. Fuck me! Fuck the whole fucking world! And every single bitch inside it that left me here drowning incased by pain! Fuck all the teachers who say they care! I just wish I was fucking dead! Dead! Dead so I don't have to deal with all this shit. All these petty posh people turning their noses up at me. I want to be gone so bad, so bad. I don't want to be alive anymore, there is nothing left to live for. Someone, please get me out of her, take me to hell because bitches I ain't here no more. Let's see if you care that I am gone. Huh? If you ever really cared! All those songs saying everything will get better, shut the fuck up! I just want to run and run and never stop.
Girl with the even more fucked up mind who is seriously considering fucking killing herself xxx
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Midnight Thoughts
RandomI have been through hell and back. I really don't know when it all started but I have been penning the pain down for years so I thought I would share. My advice if you are going to that hell is simple walk through it like you own the place. Here som...
