𝐬𝐚𝐧; beautiful feeling

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SOFT

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"You're so cute!" your best friend screamed as you were sitting on his sofa pouting.

"No, San I'm not. I'm angry." You answer and cross your arms over your chest.

He lifts his hand up to pet your head, but you stop him mid-air. Your action makes him pout.

"Can you explain to me why you're angry?" San asks you; you just glance up at him and then you sigh.

"I thought I would get a better grade on my essay than I got. I felt so good about it but turned out it wasn't good enough."

"You're really sitting here pouting over a grade?" He asks.

You hum in response and San's roommate enters the room.

"Why is Y/N angry?" He asks San as if you weren't there, and you wouldn't have answered him anyways if he asked you.

"She didn't get a good grade on her literature essay. So, Wooyoung could you get us some ice cream?"

Wooyoung chuckled and laid his backpack on the living room floor, then he walked straight to the kitchen.

"Ice cream won't help my grades..." you sighed. San looked at you and pouted.

"I know, but it'll help you to stop being sad for a moment."

"San, I love you." You sighed and looked at him.

He smiled, making his dimples pop out and his cheeks turned pink.

"Why are you blushing?" you asked him.

"I'm not blushing."

"Yes, you are! Your cheeks are all pink." You said and pinched his cheeks. "San, you're the one who's cute!"

"No, I'm not. I'm hot." He pouted.

"No, Wooyoung is hot. You're cute." You told San.

"You think I'm hot?" Wooyoung asked as he entered the room with three packages of Ben and Jerry cookie-dough.

"Shut up, I'm trying to make a point here for Sannie." You said to Wooyoung. "San you're always blushing and smiling when you're around me! That's cute, not hot. Wooyoung, on the other hand, is always confident that makes him hotter."

"I wonder why he's so shy..." Wooyoung chuckled as he sat down in the sofa next to San, making San elbow the younger boy in the ribs. Wooyoung groaned in pain.

"San, be nice to Wooyoung."

"Why are you on his side?! Aren't you supposed to be on my side?" San complained.

"Give me a reason why I should?" You asked San and took your ice cream from Wooyoung.

"We've been best friends forever! How long have you known him? 2 years?"

"We've known each other for 5 years San. We all became friends when I started school here." Wooyoung answered in your place. You gave Wooyoung a smile.

"But San, why were you blushing?" You asked San.

"Yeah, San why were you blushing?" Wooyoung teased.

"Ugh, stop. I wasn't blushing."

"Your cheeks turned pink when I said, 'I love you'." You laughed and Wooyoung went 'Ooo'.

San scooped up some ice cream and shoved it into his mouth, not listening to what you just said. You looked at him with raised eyebrows, waiting for him to notice your stare.

"What?" He finally said with his mouth full of ice cream.

"Are you in love with me Choi San?" You joked, Wooyoung's sudden silence could almost answer your question.

"Uh, so... I have to... I have to go water my fishes." Wooyoung said awkwardly and got up from the sofa taking his ice cream with him.

"San...?"

He sighed and placed his ice cream on the coffee table in front of the sofa, then he turned so he was fully facing you.

"Y/N..."

"Yes?"

"I've been crushing on you for a while." He answered.

"How long?"

"Probably for all these years we've known each other, but I think I noticed it when Wooyoung came into the picture. So about 5 years maybe?"

"Why have you never told me?" You asked him.

"Because I was scared, I would lose you. So, I tried to repress my feelings because being in love with you felt wrong. But as you can guess it didn't work..." San explained, "and I've always had the feeling that you're in love with Wooyoung."

You gave San a smile.

"So, you're still in love with me?" You asked.

"Yes, Park Y/N. I am."

"Choi San, I'm in love with you too. I've had a crush on you since middle school." You laughed. His eyes almost jumped out of their sockets.

"Are you serious? Why have you never told me?" He asked.

"Same reason as you."

"Can I kiss you?" San asked all of a sudden, after a few seconds of silence.

"Yes, San. You can." You said and smiled.

He leaned forward and cupped his hands around the sides of your face when his soft lips met yours it felt like magic. It felt like coming home. San had always been a safe place for you, so kissing him seemed like it was meant to happen. Like you were destined for each other.

When the kiss deepened a little, you opened your eyes to see San. His eyebrows were furrowed, and his eyes were closed. You smiled into the kiss and the closed your eyes again. Focusing on this beautiful moment and this Beautiful feeling that you would Treasure forever.


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Tbh, I did not proofread this chapter lol. If it's trash, feel free to tell me.
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