𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙾𝚛 𝙾𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗- 𝙹.𝚆𝚆

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"HE KILLED HIM!! WHICH PART OF IT THAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, HYERIN?!" Soyoung's loud voice pierce the silence of the room as you flinch in fear. You've never saw Soyoung this angry before and you'll admit it scares you to the core to see her behaving this way with you.

"Soyoung, enough! Do you think lashing out on Hyerin is the solution? She's the victim too, damnit!" Mingyu raised his voice, it pain him to see his two dear best friends arguing and hurting like this. "You need to calm down, Soyou-"

"CALM DOWN?! HER BOYFRIEND KILLED MY BOYFRIEND!" 

"ENOUGH!! YOU CAN'T BLAME ME!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU HAD A BOYFRIEND?!" You retorted back at her, jaw clenching as you feel the rage inside you growing.

"OH WELL IF YOU'RE NOT THAT BUSY WITH THAT FUCKING MURDERER, YOU WILL KNOW ABOUT IT! OR TELL ME, YOU'RE ACTUALLY IN IT TOO, RIGHT?! YOU'VE PLANNED THIS ALL WITH HIM!!" 

"PARK SOYOUNG!!" Mingyu's voice snapped through the air like a whip, immediately silencing her as the realization of her words finally sinking into her mind. She turn her gaze at you, only to found you already looking at her with the gaze that she decipher as sadness, shock, disappointment, every single emotion that bring out the same meaning as she describe above; she saw it there, in her best friend eyes. She watch as you let out a laugh; one that sound faked and she know you're trying to mask your sadness. 

"So that's what you think of me? A murderer? For your kind information, his man is the one who shot your boyfriend yet you're blaming him? Blaming me? Tell me Park Soyoung, you never tell me or Mingyu that Jun-Ki was your boyfriend. How am I supposed to know that one of the man that worked with Mingyu as his bodyguard is your boyfriend? Hell, you don't even tell Mingyu about him." You scoffed at her, eyes occasionally rolling at the thought of her blaming you and Wonwoo for something that both of you didn't know. 

You watch as she gulped the sadness that formed in her, eyes brimming with unshed tears the more she looks at you. "You kept secret from us, and you called yourself our best friends? Not to add the fact that you just called me a... Really, Soyoung?" You diverted your eyes from her, your own eyes brimming with tears but you refuse to let it fall in front of her. 

"I'll be in my room." You excused yourself from there, leaving Soyoung standing there with Mingyu a few meters away from her. The tense atmosphere seems to grow thicker when Mingyu decided to broke the silence.

"I'm disappointed, Soyoung. I know you're sad, but blaming others for something that had happened and can't be avoided is not necessary. You're hurting, I know. But we all are hurting too so don't try to make it seems like the world only revolve around you. Reflect on yourself before you come and meet any of us."  She watch as one more of her best friends walk away from her. She didn't know how this argument started. It's started when you tell her and Mingyu about what happened yesterday with Wonwoo, how Wonwoo let you go, how you were crying for him or did it started way before that? She couldn't help the hatred in her when she saw how well you look while she's suffering, mourning over the fact that her dear boyfriend was killed by your boyfriend's men. She couldn't help but think his men's fault is technically your boyfriend's fault too, he was the one who ordered them to shots people, so it's his fault too right?

She didn't hate you, she was just very mad and scared and anxious that blaming them seemed to be her natural coping mechanism but she admit that her words was too much. Standing alone in the middle of the living room as silence engulf her, she knew she fucked up real bad. She lose her boyfriend, and she doesn't want to lose her two best friends too.