The Power Of Magic (JJK)

23 - Clouded

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Jungkook didn't know from where all this spunk came from. Maybe it was Yoongi's words or maybe he simply couldn't keep it in any longer. Who was he lying to, anyways? He was still in love with her, he was just trying to hide it, but that was his breaking point. Sure he was very nervous, anxious even, but he had to do this, he didn't want to regret it later. He wanted - no - he needed to let her know how he was actually feeling, even if it meant her breaking his heart once again by pushing him away. However, he knew that if this was going to happen, he'd have to let go for good. His heart was already shattered multiple times, he could take no more breaks, not from her. He was aware of all of these, but those were incapable of holding him back from wanting to feel her lips.

His perspective nevertheless, was wrong as Y/N's arms snaked around his neck, bringing him closer. Butterflies erupted at the bottom of their abdomens as Y/N's lips parted a little to let some oxugen go through her lungs and Jungkook took the opportunity to squeeze his tongue between her juicy lips without a second thought. A low moan left her lips - a moan that reached a pretty low part of Jungkook's body - a moan that left him breathless, however he was determined to continue by exploring her mouth, the sweet taste of marshmallow on her tongue. His free hand went around her naked waist underwater, getting a tight hold of her, pulling her even closer - if that was even possible. Lost into each other's touch, Y/N drowsily jumped gently on him, her legs circling his toned waist. Her hands travelled over his thick hair, getting lost in them. Jungkook let a painful, soft moan for being able to have her this way after so long - a pain that he could get used to even like. As their tongues were swirling together, Jungkook bit down her lower, meaty lip, making her exhale sharply as the kiss came to a halt and both breathed out hard.  Y/N bit down her lip, keeping her eyes shut as their foreheads were in touch. Jungkook's hand trailed from her cheek to her jaw, as his thumb caressed it and his fingers found her neck, tickling it softly with his tips. 

His eyes shot open, examining her face. The dim light of the moon and stars over them was lighting the one side of her face, keeping the other half in the darkness. Their skins were glimmering duo to the drops of water that were still attached on them.

" J-jungkook... " She trailed off.

Please don't. He prayed mentally, his eyes shutting.

" I... can't do this. " She let out, voice breaking while looking at his pained expression.

She made a try to unattach herself from him, but he stubbornly refused to let go.

" Why not? I can feel you, so why? " He wondered in a whisper, voice and another piece of his heart cracking.

Y/N's heart throbbed in her chest, making it difficult for her to breath.

His eyes opened up, finding hers staring back at him.

" I can't. " She replied, mumbling.

" No, Y/N! "  His voice rose, nails digging in her waist's flesh almost painfully. " You need to give me something better than that! " He declared, face twisting in ache.

" I know and I will. I owe you that atleast. Just... just give me some time. " She asked of him.

Jungkook was under absolute confusion as he let her slip down and back into the water, turning them both cold as water seperated them once again.

" I promise you, we will talk about this soon. " She uttered out.

Jungkook let out a small, bitter laugh, his eyes finding the water on his side interesting.