Grow Constantly
Having to grow constantly has got me agitated
Although I must admit at first I was excited.
They must've thought there's no reason to be
But there are way more than that in what I see.
Having to grow constantly has got me quaking
Never even in my life would I have thought I'd fear living than of dying
It might sound off the wall
but I realized something that I fear most of all.
Having to grow constantly has got me upset
I have realized that I will lose more that I would never forget
I started to think about things that could happen
but I don't even have ideas when.
Having to grow constantly has got me scared in birthdays
Thinking of it makes me want to pray
To pray that no one gets old and everyone stays
but it is something that can never happen along the way.
Having to grow constantly has got me cognizing
Life is all about coming and leaving.
People come and go
and when they do, they'll leave you in sorrow.
Having to grow constantly has got me execrated
Life is so stony-hearted
They probably think it helps us in living
but they just made it more grieving.
Having to grow constantly has got me questioning
Why give off such terrible fate to the living?
Do we grow up by being left?
Do leaving and being left make someone deft?
Having to grow constantly has got me dejected
Having to witness people who departed
is the most terrible thing to perceive
That you yourself would also wish to leave.
Having to grow constantly has made me ambivalent
It makes me doubt all the moments that has enjoyment.
Whether should I be happy that something came
or be sad because I might end up in a burning flame?
Having to grow constantly has taught me how to hate
I hated the fact that it makes people agitate
But in the end, I still have to say the things I can never deny
It is to live wisely and fully for those people who had bid good bye.
The ones who get to live longer,
must live fully, wisely and become stronger.
It is the thing that we must keep doing
to prove that we are actually living.
We need to be cognitive enough to think
that everything has its brink.
We all hated this fact but we must accept this one
That is everything is temporary so we just might want to cherish what we have before it's gone.
