The two weeks I've had off school seemed like two days. When i went back to the hospital they told me that i was a bit better and they trusted me to go home and do good things. But i knew going back home meant one thing. School.
I was packing the rest of my stuff to go back home. I felt scared but happy that i could spend time with my bestfriend. Then Kian came into his room and leaned against the door. "This has been the best two weeks of my life"
"I wish it would last longer"
He came over and put his arms around my shoulders and pulled me close to him. "I know babe. One day we'll get a place together and won't have to worry about any of this."
I loved when he said stuff like that it made me feel wanted. I looked up at him and then he kissed me.
When i got home i ran to Bronwynns room.
"BRONWYNNNNNN!!"
"SAMMMMMMMM!"
She ran over and hugged me. "Oh my godd i missed youuu"
"You think I didn't miss you!?"
After we had a conversation about how we missed each other we decided to go out for dinner. "Lets go to Boston Pizza" Bronwynn suggested. I agreed because I'm not paying.
I decided to wear my black leggings and a cat shirt. Bronwynn came out of her room and she was wearing the same thing.
"One of us is going to have to change." I said.
"I'm not"
"Neither am I."
"Fine. Looks like we're wearing the same thing."
When we got to the table we started talking about how living with Kian was. "It was amazing. but not better than living with you of course"
"Yeah I'm sure it wasn't"
When the waiter came back she asked us what we wanted and we both said Fettuccine Alfredo at the same time. I swear we're sisters separated at birth.
Since I came home on a Sunday we had to go to bed at a decent time since we had school the next day. When we went home we watched, Mean Girls. We never get tired of that movie.
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The next morning killed me. My alarm went off at 7:00. I scrolled through Instagram for 30 minutes and finally got my lazy ass out of bed. I took a quick shower and then got ready.
It was 8:00 when I realized Bronwynn wasn't even awake yet. I knocked on her door then opened and jumped on her. "Wakkeeee uppppp!!" I yelled.
"WHAT THE HELL!"
"It is currently 8:02 and I am leaving the house in 18 minutes so hurry."
"Fucking bitch." And then she got up and went in her bathroom. I was tying up my combat boots when Bronwynn came flying out of her room.
She put on her converse and went to my car. Her car broke while I was gone so I'm her chauffeur now. We got to school and she went to her first class which is Math and I went to mine which is English and had Gette in it. "Sam!" Before I could see who it was they ran into me. When they let go it I found out it was Gette. "God kid. What the hell?" I said to her.
"I missed you.. Im sorry."
"Don't make me feel bad you shit. I love you and all but fuck that hurt."
"Im sorry.."
"You're the biggest struggle ever" I rolled my eyes and then continued walking. We were in front of the classroom and I stopped. I was nervous. Its been two weeks and people probably thought I was dead or wished I was dead. Gette pused me in and we we're late so everyone turned to look at us. "I thought she was dead" I heard someone whisper. "Someone told me that she ran away" Someone else I assume tried to whisper but was heard clearly. And then what really got to me was when someone yelled "I was hoping you wouldn't come back you ugly fat fuck!" I was about to walk out of class when Mr. Willford stood up from his desk and yelled "Marcus! Go to the office right now! If anyone else thinks they need to say anything about her you can leave as well. she has been gone and this is how you welcome her back? Im ashamed." I slowly started walking to a seat an throughout the whole class I kept thinking about what everyone said about me.
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At lunch my friends and I all say together. I was playing with my food when Ashley said "Why aren't you eating?"
"Im not hungry.."
Then Gette said "Sam no one cares about what Marcus says. He's stupid."
Then Bronwynn said "Im lost what happend..?"
"Marcus Tuble said that he hoped Sam wasn't coming back and then called her ugly and fat.."
"So that's why Marcus got suspended!"
"Yeah.."
"Hey guys I think I'm gonna go home early today.." I said.
"Why?" Ashley asked.
"I don't feel well.."
"Please don't go.."
"Ill see you tomorrow."
"If you go I'm going with you." Bronwynn said.
"I just want to be alone"
"Sam. You can't be alone yet.."
"Why can't you fucking trust me!?"
" I--" Bronwynn started to say before another girl yelled "The quiet girl is having a spaz!!"
I turned around and ran out of the school. I heard my friends yelling my name far behind me. Well until I fell.
"Sam! Are you okay?" One of them asked I couldn't see them cause I had tears in my eyes. I started bawling and I tried to stop but I couldn't. Bronwynn hugged me. "Don't listen to them. Their all stupid.."
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The next day at school I was walking to my locker and there was a note on it "Kill yourself. Do everyone a favour"
I saw get walking towards my locker to get me for English. I had a tear slowly roll down my face and Gette started running. "What happened?" I showed her the note. She read it and yelled "What the fuck!? We're telling the principal."
When we got to the principals office she said she would try to find out who it was. Thats all she said she would do. My school fucking sucks.
After last period I left class early cause I finished my test and when I was walking to my locker I saw someone put something through the hole. I could see the face and it was definitely a girl.
