"Fat"
"Ugly"
"Weird"
"Stupid"
"Lose some weight"
"Stop eating"
"You have no friends"
"Go on a diet"
"Omg just stop"Anything hateful you could think of.. 18 year old Zach herron has been called. Brutally going through depression for the past 2 years has been extremely hard, it's especially at an all time high ever since Corey died, one of his closest friends. Zach is well aware of his depression and he's scared to tell anyone, he doesn't want to become a burden in such hard times.
Zach has been a part of the boy band, well known as Why Don't We since 2016. He was bullied throughout his childhood but just recently developed his depression. He gets hate comments talking about the person he used to be.. he has lost weight but the hate still comes his way. Jack, one of his band members and a really close friend of his, has sort of caught on to Zach and how he's been acting so different. But he doesn't didn't think anything of it because of the recent death of corey.
Also R.I.P Corey.. you'll be missed ♡
*Jack's POV*
"Hey Jonah, come here!"I called for him. I've been noticing things about Zach and I feel like Jonah is the right person to tell. He's sort of the mom of the group.
"Yeah, what's up?" He said while speed walking over. Our house has this island in our kitchen and he almost tripped around it.
"Have you noticed Zach has been skipping most meals?" I whispered to Jonah. He was looking down at his phone while leaning in when I gestured that I was going to whisper.. but he looked up at me straight away when he heard what I said.
"What?? What do you mean, I haven't noticed that.." he seemed surprised. I think we all kind of catch on that Zach is not as happy as he usually is but we ignore it. Not to ignore his feelings but our minds just think it's normal for everyone and he'll come to us if he needs help. But lately I've been worried about him.
"Yeah he's not eating. Also, have you seen what people are saying in his comments? I think somethings wrong. I don't want to bring it up just yet though..." I said to him as I walked over to the kitchen counter. I was still being quiet, I didn't want Zach or anyone else to hear.
"Bro I had no idea that shit was going on. I noticed he's been a bit weird but everyone is I mean corey just passed.. so you haven't talked to him yet?"
"No I haven't brought it up yet. But yeah man I know what you mean about corey and stuff, it makes sense that it could just be that." I told him.
I didn't want to get worried and have it not be anything as serious as I thought it was. Everyone is still greaving, especially Daniel... he's the one that pulled Corey out of the car when the crash happened. We're all trying to cope with it.
"Well I guess just keep paying attention to him' he said while shrugging his shoulders. 'I have to go get Corbyn from his girlfriend's house, I'll be back later."
"Okay. I think I might make dinner, maybe get Zach to eat. Want me to save you guyd some?" I asked him as he was halfway out the front door.
"Yeah sounds good" he closed the door and left. I was tempted to go check on Zach but I really needed to workout. It's been a while and I've been slacking off. These times are hard for everyone but I'm not gonna let it bring me down, I just think like that.
*Zach's POV*
I just don't know if I'm needed on this earth anymore.. I can't take this.
I wrote the last line in my journal and felt better. Still sad, still upset, but better. It helps when I write, I just say what I'm feeling because no one will ever see it, it's my space and it feels good to have that since I can't tell anyone about my depression.. I've been trying to make it not so obvious but sometimes it's hard. I spend hours in the bath just staring at the ceiling thinking of everything. I've cut a few times in the bath, I cut regularly but I don't like to in the bath it makes me feel dirty. Which is weird because I'm usually always in the same clothes.
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*3 hours later - Zach's POV**Knock Knock*
I walked over to the door, dressed in a hoodie and some sweats."Yeah?" I opened the door halfway, barely showing my full body. It was Jack, I was honestly happy to see him, I've liked him for a little bit now. He's actually admitted to being bisexual a couple months after him and his ex broke up. They do have a kid together named Lavender but theirs no hard feelings, it just didn't work out right.
"Come on, dinners done." I didn't know what to say. I know I wouldn't be able to eat, I'm afraid I'll just throw it up.
"Uh.. I'm not actually that hungry I'll be fine but thanks." I seen him look at me puzzled, he was thinking on what to say I'm sure.
"Zach what's up? You're not eating as often.. are you sick?" He asked me. Again, I had no idea what to say.. do I lie and say I'm feeling sick? But I don't want him to worry.
"Zach?" I didn't answer. "Come on.." he grabbed my arm and we walked over to my bed. He looked me in the eyes for a good 2 minutes.
"Zach you know I care about you a lot right? You can tell me anything" I wanted to tell him.. I wanted to tell him so bad. Should I? I thought to myself.
"I know.. I just don't know." I said. I don't know if he got what I meant, I can be hard to understand sometimes.
"It's okay. You don't have to tell me but I would really like you to. I'm always here for you. I like y- nevermind just know I'm here" what was he going to say? He likes me? Oh shut up Zach.. you wish. Literally. I felt like I could trust him but I couldn't say it. So I handed my journal. I know I said it was my space and no one would read it but I just trusted him I guess. I feel scared as hell about what he's going to think about though. I know it seems like I just gave up and told him without a fight but he's a really good friend to me. And no it's not because I like him, well maybe a little.
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