Dear Journal, This move has been really hard on me. Moving away from my friends and everything I know sucks. Maybe starting over is a good Idea though. My name is Kairi, I'm 15 and I'm moving away from home because my life is pretty fucked up right now. My dad abuses me and you have no idea how much drama I've been in. But as I said before, I think starting over is a good idea, it's just hard. Another thing, I'm moving because I'm not feeling too good, mentally. I've been cheated on twice and I feel like I was taken advantage of. I'm just a normal teenage boy, why does my relationship life have to be so stressful. I'm single right now but I've always dreamt of having a soul mate, I date boys and girls so I guess datings not that hard for me. When I told my mom for the first time she was really supportive and made sure I knew she was ok with it. My father on the other hand.. he didn't like it at all. My mom and dad are split up but when I told him he completely freaked out, he said "That's not right! People are going to think you're weird" but I couldn't help how I felt. At that point I didn't even care if he accepted it or not.
We just arrived at the new house, it was pretty big. I think there were like 4 rooms or something but we only needed 3. Me, my mom, and my sister Maiya, so I wonder what the other room is for. We parked in the drive way and unloaded the car, we all got situated in our rooms and chilled for a bit while unpacking.
"Mom what's this room for!?" I yelled across the house while standing next to the empty room. Apparently she heard me and came running, this house is so big I didn't expect her to hear me. "Oh, we're renting it out to a college student to raise some money." She said out of breath because she ran up the steps to get here. "To who?" I asked her while turning my head to her and looking at her, still catching her breath.
"Kairi I'm not telling you" she said walking away. "What? Why not?" I followed her into her room while we kept talking. "Because I know you. You just got out of a relationship and you're not ready for another one." I was confused. "Mom, why would I date a college student I'm 15." I sat at her desk as she made her bed. "Kairi you... you tend to go for older people. Especially guys." I've only ever dated people older than me so I get what she means.
"Whatever, I'll find out soon enough" I said while walking out her room and back into mine. The rest of they day we all mostly stayed in our rooms organizing and unpacking our stuff. I don't even think anyone came out for food.
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It was the next morning and apparently the college guy was moving in because I looked in the direction of the empty room and he had a poster on the door that had the letter "M" on it. I walked over to the room and knocked on the door. He opened the door "Hi, I'm Kairi" He was super tall, maybe 6 feet, he was really good looking too, but a lot of guys are. "I'm Mattia"He stood there leaning on the door, with one hand on the door and the other in his pocket. Don't ask me why I looked down there. "Oh cool, what do you go to college for?" I asked while fixing my hair. "Engineering" he didn't look very happy. Maybe it's because he's in college, I wouldn't be happy if I had to do that much work.
"That's cool, how old are you?" I asked him expecting him to say 19 or 20. "I'm 18" he said giving me a slight smile. "Really? You look older" His body language showed he was tired of standing up. "How old are you" he askes me while standing up straight, not leaning on the door anymore. "I'm 15" I said while rubbing the back of my neck with my hand. "Nice, well it was good meeting you but I'm gonna go to bed."
It was only 11 am, why was he going to bed so early? He was really cute, I know what my mom said but is she really worried. Why would he ever date someone like me? And I'm only 15, that's a case.
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It was about 10 pm and I was about to hop in the shower, I took off all my clothes but before I could get in Mattia walked in. "Oh shit my bad" He covered his eyes and stood there. "Are you gonna shut the door??" I asked with kind of an angry tone. "No. Get in the shower I'm about to pee myself" What the hell.I would never do that, but if he insists. I got in the shower and said he could come in now. I couldn't help but feel nervous, he was in the same room as me and I'm naked. I wonder how big his dick is... wait no! I can't think that.
I forced myself to block out any thoughts of him but he just had to say "Soo, do you date?" "What do you mean? Yeah of course" I said confused on why he would even ask me that. "Like do you date more than 1 gender" I could tell he was scared to ask me that question. "Yeah, I date girls and guys. Why?" "No reason, ok I'm done see ya" he left the bathroom, honestly, that took him a while to just pee..
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