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Jack and Zachary oneshot- part 2

*Jack's POV*
I didn't know what to expect when Zach handed me that journal.. but what I found was heartbreaking.

"Wha- Zach... is this how you really feel?" I asked him with a hushed tone and glossy eyes, I was about to cry..

"Yes." He stared at me for a while and then I ended up giving him a hug, a really long one. I don't know if he knew or not but he wrote about liking me, for a while. I always knew he felt that way but I just wanted to feel sure of my sexuality, I never want to hurt him in any way.

Also, my ex girlfriend and I broke up so I just needed time. I felt so bad that Zach actually felt this way though. I knew something was wrong but I didn't think he had for depression for this long... and this bad.

"Zach I'm sorry. I should have noticed that you felt this way and I'm sorry I just didn't want to ask. I don't really know why I just never really thought anything of it. I'm sor-" Zach stopped me there

*Zach's POV*
"You don't have to keep apologizing. It's just how I feel" I said to him as I shrugged my shoulders. I stood up, I couldn't bare sitting down anymore it's just too weird to sit and wait for hin to say something. I feel like I let him down in a way.

"I know but really. I am sorry. I read some other stuff in there too though." What was he talking about? I only talk about certain things in there.. wait- Oh. My. God.

"Shit...." that's all I said, That's all I could say. He knows now.. Jack know's that I like him, that I've liked him for a while now. Shit.

"Look, if I'm being 100% honest with you, I've noticed it. And I don't mind that you feel this way, I actually like it." He shrugged his shoulders and rubbed the back of his neck. I didn't want him to find out this way, or this early.

I was going to plan on telling him but not like this. He knows I'm depressed and he's never going to like me now.

"What do you mean you like it? you don't want to be with a depressed person.." I said to him as I walked around my room and sat on the chair in the corner of my room, facing down at the floor as I played with my hands.

"Zach I'm not that type of person. I like you for who you are. I mean- yeah.. I like you Zach" seriously? This isn't happening right now, this isn't real.

"Even if you're depressed, you could get through it with me? I mean I know it's hard times and everything.. probably not a good time to start dating but to be honest, I've been denying that I liked you ever since me and Gabbie split up." He ranted.

I had no idea what to say. There was no way he was being serious, he's just playing with my emotions. That's would be fucked up.

"So... what do you mean though?" I asked him.

"I mean I want to try this. But slow.. I want to be mindful of how you're feeling right now and probably for a while but I want you. What can I say?" He said as he let out a soft chuckle, god he's so cute though.. maybe he is serious.

"Really?" I replied

"Yes" he said, this time with a full on laugh.

"Okay" I smiled. I couldn't help it, It's been so long since I've felt like this about someone and I might have a chance with him.

He stared at me for a while until he smiled and asked if I still didn't want to eat. I said I did, I don't know why I suddenly did now but I just felt like it.

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*3 months later- Zach's POV*
    Jack and I have been talking for a few months and the worst thing just happened. We had our first fight. I can't stand when he's pissed at me.

I made a promise to Jack a month ago that I wouldn't cut and I did. He caught me with scars on my wrists and got really upset.

He said I wouldn't be doing this if I didn't care about him. He said he's extremely disappointed in me.

I honestly can't take this anymore. I think I love him and I cant take him being mad at me.

I don't deserve him at all, I should just kill myself right now and cause him less pain. He deserves better than someone like me.

*Jack's POV*
Zach and I are fighting right now but I thought I'd bring him his favorite food just to cheer him up. Words can't explain how I feek about him but it's too soon.

"Zach!" I called out for him.

"Come eat I have a surprise for you." No answer, maybe he's just doing his own thing upstairs. I walked up the stairs and heard the bath running. Oh, that's why he wasn't answering me.

"Hey Zach? Come down when you're done okay I've got something for you" No answer again.

"Zach!?" I knocked hard on the door 3 times so he could hear me. Still no answer.

I was getting worried so I tried to open the door but it was locked. I ran down and back up the stairs with a needle to try and pick it open. I don't know this feeling.. I'm worried, I'm scared. I think something's going on

I finally got the door open and threw open the bathroom door. Holy shit

"ZACH!!!?"