I Hate You~

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For a better experience, play Cry baby by Demi Lovato when mentioned in the story.

Warning: There's heavy swearing and surprisingly this one has quite violent scenes, so please do not be offended. it's fiction.

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I sighed in relief as I saw my program work flawlessly. I fixed an issue in my program that I had been working on for a month. I stared at all the coding I had done to fix the minor bug. I loved programming, but it really did get exhausting sometimes. With a few more clicks I sent the program file to five beta testers.

I got up from the Chair that I had been sitting on for probably the whole day. I headed towards the bed on the opposite side of the room. but before I could lay down and get a moment of rest, I heard the doorbell ring. I glanced at the clock, It was 10:37 PM.

"Who's here at this time of the night?" I thought to myself as I changed my path and headed towards the door. I lazily walked through the hallway that led me to the apartment door.

I rubbed my eyes and unlocked the door. My eyes opened wide in shock when I laid eyes on the woman in front of me.

*PLAY SONG*

A thousand memories flashed before my eyes that very moment. She used to be my world. She used to be my everything. We had the best time of our lives together. With her i felt so alive. I was so madly in love with her. We spent all our time with each other, went through so many things hand in hand. All the things she said, all the things she made me feel. She was like a drug, but don't we all know how drugs effect you? They destroy you. and That's exactly what she did. She broke me when she cheated on me with her ex. She left me like i meant nothing to her. I lost my faith in love. She fucked me up in so many ways. And even after two years since the fateful day, I was never able to love again, to trust again. I held nothing but hatred for her. I hated her.

"Demi?!" I whispered. I was so surprised, but not the good kind. Why was she here?

She looked up at me and as soon as our eyes locked, I felt a wave of anger cruise through my whole body.

"Hey..." She said in a low voice, she probably wasn't sure how i was gonna react. I only glared at her with contempt and said nothing. She took a step forward through the door and stood closer to me. "Listen... I know i fucked up real bad, but I'm so fucking sorry..."

But before she could continue, I grabbed her wrist with my right hand and pulled her close to me with a jerk. "Sorry?" I said, tightening my grip on her wrists.

"Y- Yeah." she stuttered. She was nervous, i could feel it. She looked down, and after a few seconds, looked back up, this time her eyes filled with determination and regret.

"I want you back" She said boldly. I pulled her even closer to me, with my face centimeters away from hers. "Go away." I said through gritted teeth. I saw fear in her chocolate brown eyes, that i once saw love in.

I let go of her hand and started walking away from her.

"Don't walk away from me!" She said desperately. I could hear her footsteps approaching me at a fast pace, as she called out my name, which made me turn around. I could feel the anger cruising through every vein in my body.

"GO FUCK YOURSELF, YOU INSUFFERABLE CUNT!!" I screamed, which made Demi stop dead in her tracks. I could see how hurt she was by what I just said. But she put on a brave smile and cautiously took a few steps towards me and stopped in front of me.

"I know that's not you talking... I know you're furious, and you have every right to be." She said as she slowly brought her hands up towards my face.

As soon as her fingertips touched my cheek, I was reminded of how it felt to be touched by her, to be loved by her. I remembered it like it was just yesterday. I clenched my fists, anger had totally taken control over my body, over my mind.

"DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME!!" I screamed at the top of my voice.

I glared at Demi, who was lying on the ground, as she held her face in pain. I had just punched her Jaw, I no longer had control over myself. The feelings I had been bottling up for two years took over me, like a demon which had possessed my body.

"Did that hurt?" I said with absolutely no sympathy in my voice. I bent down and helped her stand up. "I..." She muttered. She looked at me with eyes filled with fear and nervousness. and i fed on it.

In one quick movement, I pinned her to the nearest wall. I held her wrists above her head with my left hand, and took her lips into a hungry kiss. To my surprise she kissed me back and co-operated. I held her jaw, right where she was bruised. I wanted her to feel the pain, the hurt that she had made me go through.

She let out little muffled voices in pain, as tears rolled down her cheeks. I kissed her harshly, I used that moment to clench my thirst for her love, which had only grown stronger in these years.

I pulled away from the kiss with a bite on her lower lip. I slowly let go of her hands.. realizing what i was just about to do. I looked at her once more, But this time she didn't seem scared. With tears on her face and a bruise on her right jaw, she told me to not hold back.

"Tonight, I want you to punish me for what i did." She said boldly, which sent a rush of adrenaline through my blood.

She leaned closer as our lips united once again. We kissed each other with hunger and want, giving in to the tension in between us.

I pulled away from the kiss and took her by the hand to pull her into the room i had been in before, pushing her onto the bed. She smiled devilishly as I let my eyes analyse every curve on her body.

"I hate you." I said before climbing on top of her.

"I know you do." She smiled, and i pulled her into another kiss.

It was going to be a long night.

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