My First Lesbian Love

I'm Not A Lebian, Am I?

I'm Not A Lesbian, Am I?

After having Abigail or 'the stranger' get my bag from Ricky's house, we were soon on our way to her apartment. I can't believe this has all happened. Ricky's in jail awaiting trial, I'm on my way to this now familiar stranger's house, and I have to try and contain all these emotions while attempting to have a normal conversation with her.

"So...do you have a husband or anything? A kid?" I said, simply trying to get to know her a little. She laughed, flashing that award winning smile. "Oh honey, no. Im quite single." She said coyly, and looked at me for a second longer than normal, squinting slightly like she was pondering something. "And I'm quite gay." She said matter-of-factly.

I was stunned for a second, but I didn't want to show my disbelief so I said "Cool." But I was really thinking, 'What? But you're beautiful.' I mean, I have no problem with it, I just never would have thought. She was beyond any other girl I've seen before and in great shape.

"Huh." Is all she said while returning her eyes to the road. I didn't know how to revive the conversation, so I stared out the window for the rest of the short ride. I glanced over at her and smiled a few times just to show that I wasn't disgusted or anything by her sexuality.

Soon we had arrived at Abigail's place. The outside of her home was beautiful. She had a small garden brewing on either sides of a beautiful bay window. There was a swing love seat on the front porch that looked very enticing at the moment. But the beautiful lawn and porch was in no comparison to the actual inside of Abigail's house.

As soon as we walked in, the fresh smell of pineapple hit us. Can you say attractive, much?

Then as I look around, I notice the place is so homey. The couch was so big and fluffy looking, I immediately ran over to it.

"Oh my god, do you know how long it's been since I had a good nights' sleep!?" I nearly yelled at her. It truly has been a while. She giggled and walked over to where I was sitting. "Well, you can either sleep here or in an actual bed. There's a room down that hall." She said, pointing to a lit hallway with a few doors.

I was honestly hoping she was fibbing to that cop and I'd actually have to sleep in a room with her. What!? No...I'm not a lesbian or anything. I just want someone close right now. "Um...do you-do you think I could sleep with you? I just...you know need to be with someone tonight." She stared at me for a few seconds, and finally said "Yeah, of course. I understand."

After taking a shower and getting dressed, I could not delay the inevitable any longer. I'm not exactly hoping for anything to happen between Abigail and I, but if it did, I'm not sure if I'd oppose. I mean, she's so beautiful and I'm just the typical blonde type. Geez, this girl has got me going through so many emotions. I barely know her and I'm not even a lesbian! Although...this girl's got me thinking.Ugh, I'm not sure of anything anymore. I just want to go to sleep and start a new day already.

After finally exiting the restroom in Abigail's room, I found her already in the bed reading a book with glasses on. Oh my god, she looks so stunning even when she's just lying down. Her long red hair was put over one shoulder, showing me a side of her flawless face. The slight glow of the night lamp accentuated her feautures even more so, making her look as graceful as a goddess. She was wearing a tight muscle shirt, braless, and black panties. Wow, she made my t-shirt and basketball shorts look ridiculous.

I guess she felt me staring at her because she smiled softly and looked up from the book at me. "Uh...hey. So, do you always look so gorgeous when you're going to sleep?" I said with a girly smile. "Well, It's a special occasion. I have a beautiful guest and I can't let her upstage me." Abigail said sarcastically. I smiled at the word beautiful.

I got under the covers silently, not wanting to interupt her reading any further. She closed the book though, and got under the covers too. We lay there in silence for a few minutes; I, pondering what's going through her head right now. This was the first time I'd ever been attracted to an other female, sexually. Yes, sexually. She's hot! And smart; she likes to read and from earlier conversations I've learned she is actually a student-teacher. What a catch, certainly a step up from Ricky.

I don't know how to tell her all of this, though. I mean, how bizarre is it that this woman who has saved my life, is now someone I really like? And on the very first night that I've even met her! This is definitely going to be one for the history books. Maybe I should just get it out. What's the worst that could happen?

"Hey, are you sleep?" I said in a soft whisper. "No. What's up?" Hmm; I didn't think past this point. I can't do this, I'm just not that bold. "Nothing, just wondering. But since you're awake, let's talk." I rolled over while saying this and scooted over a bit to find Abigail was turned on her side facing the wall. I took this oppurtunity to move a little closer without her realizing it. "Okay. What you wanna talk about, Mannica?" "Um, I don't know. Family, friends, relationships. That kind of crap, I guess." With every word I moved a little closer. Until finally, I was right up against her and we were spooning.

I felt her respond to my sudden closeness, arching her back slightly. We continued 'pillow-talking' for a while until I grew bored with all the unsubtle movements to somewhat arouse her. I began to stroke her arm slowly, with my fingertips. If I hadn't made myself clear yet, I was hoping this would do the trick. I mean, she was the experienced one here. Shouldn't I be the one needing to be prompted?

Then, suddnely as the thought left my mind, she turned to me looking straight at me with those big icy blue eyes. "Look, Mannica, I don't think I can do this with you. I mean, you're stunning, but you're going through a tough time right now. I'm not sure if you really want to do this." I couldn't think of anything to say at first. She was right, I am going through a tough time, but I'm old enough to make my own decisions. And I know what I want. I want her!

"Abigail, I don't want you because of this Ricky situation. While I am very thankful for what you did, I want you for you. Come on, you must know that I like you. I've never been so attracted to so much estrogen before I met you." That made her laugh. Finally, I had let out what I've been holding on to since I laid eyes on her. "Well, then that's enough for me." She said as she leaned over and gave me a quick kiss on the lips.

I was on cloud nine. I couldn't wait to start this journey with Abigail. For the rest of the night, we talked and laughed and occasionally threw in a few sweetheart kisses. She's a wonderful person who I can't keep my eyes or hands off of. This is going to be fun.

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Okay, guys here's some more. Tell me what you think and what I can improve on. I felt like I rushed them into their 'relationship' . But I had to, so I could get the actual story rolling. Comment please on your opinion. Good or bad, I'd like to know! Thanks so much for reading!