SIENNA
I said to Monica before leaving that I wasn't too sure about doing this, showing up to the party but she insisted that I do, even going as far as to pick me up and pick out an outfit.
Mum and Dad rang to see what was taking us so long, Dad was too excited to have all his family together back at the club and the rest of the club members were excited to see me as well. So he says.
What I truly wanted to hear was if Jeremy was ok with me being there.
Monica picked out a black strapless tight top, a top that showed off part of my back piece and arms, she paired that with a black mini skirt and chucks. I also laughed when she shoved an oversized cardigan my way but told me to put it on later. Of course Dylan told her what happened earlier today, she wants to see the reaction Jeremy has to seeing me dressed the way I am. I did say to her if there is a reaction from him but she assured me there would be
Dad was the first to meet us at the car when we pulled up into the lot. I didn't really want to get out, too many memories flooding back but as soon as Dylan opened my door, I knew I needed to do this.
I needed to see for myself that Jeremy didn't want this anymore. I smile at Dylan and my family, kissed my sister on the cheek as she comes around to hug Dylan.
Looking around I'm glad I don't spot him in any of the eyes that light up seeing me. Lisa and Michelle drag both Monica and I away from my parents to say hello to the club members who know who we are.
I feel better being here, a plate of food was placed in front of me and I smile up at my dad who kissing me on the head then places a kiss on my sisters head.
"To families reuniting" He shouts "To family"
"To family!" They shout back and that's when I see Jeremy not far from me with a girl of the club sitting beside him smiling at something she has said. It was at that moment when everyone raised their glasses to the toast, that he catches my eye. I watch him the entire time then turn my eyes to the girl beside him. I smile softly his way nodding my head and turn back to my friends and sister before he can see the tears
"Sienna baby, you want a drink?" My mum asks smiling at me
"Yeah give me a couple shots of vodka, I desperately need it" I smile, Monica places a hand on my shoulder "It's ok, he can see I've made my choice and now he has to live with his"
JEREMY
She made her choice, she made her choice and I fucking made mine.
I'm a fucking idiot! I move away from whoever this girl was, seeing as I don't even know what she was saying.
"It's not too late to fix what you fucked up" Dylan says beside me at the bar
"She looks so fucking good" I bite my lip trying not to look her way, stealing glances is the only thing I can do "So fucking good"
My heart soared seeing her sitting there with her friends and her sister, she chose the club and she chose me but what we did for her, for the pres and for me, I had decided days ago that I needed to stay away from her to keep her safe. To keep her alive. But her being here right now, only metres away from me, within my line of sight, fuck I was not prepared to see how fucking good she looked. Especially in that tight top and skirt. She is prepared to give me a heart attack tonight.
"Well you better go get her, one of the prospects is chatting her up right now" I slammed my bottle down, turned in the direction he was looking and nearly roared with rage. One of our newest prospects thought it was ok to approach the daughter of our president. I look over and I see her dad staring at me with a raised eyebrow.
