SIENNA
He wouldn't have left while I slept if it wasn't urgent, unless he would to save him from saying bye to me.
I get up quickly and grab the nearest thing to me which is my table lamp, throwing it across the room. I put some clothes on and decide to ask my sister if she would like to come over. Shortly after I sent the message she replies with an 'of course'
I settle my anger quickly after that text and clean up the mess I made. I hear a car pull into my driveway listening out for my sisters voice.
"They've left haven't they?" I ask
"He didn't tell you he was going?" She replies
"I knew he was going, he didn't have the nerve to say bye" I say "But I don't blame him though, I think he's worried about the decision I know I need to make" I shake my head turning to her and smile as I dump the lamp in the rubbish "Want to come with me to the shops? Maybe chill with me?" I look at her then as she sees the glisten in my eyes
"Of course, I think it's best that I drive" I nod my head when she pulls me into her arms "I'm sure he would've said bye to you" She pulls away from me so I can grab my things
"I hope so" I tell her
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We stopped in at our parents on the way back to my house, not sure if my dad was home but I needed to speak with him.
Walking into the house we hear voices in the lounge, we smile seeing our parents snuggled up on the couch. We hadn't left for the supermarket yet, I needed to clear my head first of the questions I have. I didn't want to know where the boys had left for, that wasn't what I was here for.
"Hey mum, dad" Monica says making them both turn their heads towards us
"What are you girls doing?" We both smile at them as she gestures for us to sit down with them
"We were going to stop in to the shops to get snacks but popped in over here first" I tell her as I stare at my dad for a moment before looking to see what they were watching
"My loves can you give Sienna and I a moment alone please?" They both look between the two of us, they could tell there was something on my mind, something only he could give me answers to. They walk out smiling before mum places a kiss on my forehead. I sit on the single sofa opposite where dad was sitting on the couch, a coffee table between us. I lean forward on resting my arms on my knees and look at him
He looks back smiling at me, as much as I want to return the smile I can't. Waking up from my nap after the afternoon spent with Jeremy, put so many questions in my head. It put me in a mood, I couldn't get myself out of alone.
"Why did you initiate Jeremy?" I ask
"His experience brings protection to the club and the families of the club that I only dreamed of when I took over from your pops"
"How long have you known about us?" I ask. He smiles
"I've known about the relationship you two had when you first started dating, I approached him not long after he started dating you, when he saw my cut he wasn't scared, he was curious so I waited" He smiles "I knew he would always protect you, he came home to visit once and he visited your mother and I, we talked for hours about what he could bring to the club and you want to know what the one thing that stood out to me was?" I shake my head "He said that when he got you back, he would protect you with everything he has" I lean back and close my eyes "After finishing up his stint with the army, he came looking for me and asked to finally join, I only just made him sergeant in arms 14 months ago, 1 month before your incident"
