Love in music (izuru x Nagito)

Part four

Kamukura
"Hey Hajime can I ask you something?" His voice has gotten a small bit less raspy over time but is still as raspy as ever. "What do you want to ask?" Strangely the academy has basically locked him in the back of my mind it's getting harder to speak to him. "What is it when two people wrap their arms around eachother and one of them is trying to comfort the other?" He looked at me. "That's called a hug. It can be comforting or just as a goodbye or hello. It's common to use between friends family or lovers." A hug?

So that's what Nagito did to me last night was hug me?

And he was gone again. "Wakey Wakey." I was woken up quite randomly this is a first. "Do you want to go out today you're being allowed to with an escort." I nodded. "Alright then get up and get ready." I sighed and got out of bed tiredly. I walked into my bathroom and looked into the mirror. I moved my hair out of the way to reveal my scar again. It's the one thing that makes me look the way I did when I first looked myself in the mirror. Cold and emotionless. Just as the academy wanted. I wasn't supposed to have any way to speak to Hajime or have emotions or personality. I moved my hair back the way it was and washed my face. I'm still the way the academy wants me to be I'm still talent itself but with a few extra things. I need to focus this is the first time I'm allowed out without having to sneak out. I quickly got ready and left the bathroom. I had put the necklace on and made sure it was hidden. "Are you ready to go? Most of the students will be in class so we can walk around without the questions." I nodded and my escort walked me out. Fresh air during the day. I haven't felt daylight in a while. Not since I first met Nagito or yukizome. The campus is empty. My escort let me walk around campus but not into the main course or the reserve course. Not like I would want to see talentless leaches anyway. I felt like people were staring out the reserve course windows at me. When they saw my gaze they looked away.

I saw Nagito look out the main course window from where I was standing. He tried to hide the fact he saw me so he doesn't get the attention of his classmates. He saw the cold emotionless stare I had. My escort had me move where there would not be many students during the first break. It was a small garden in the back of hopes peak where no one was surprisingly. It was quite beautiful here. Most of the flowers in this garden are roses. Mostly red black and white roses. (MONOKUMA ROSES sorry) "I'm gonna go get us breakfast you stay here please and don't tell the academy I'm leaving you by yourself they will be furious." I nodded and sat on a bench. I saw Nagito walking up to me in the corner of my eye. "I knew I would find you here and during the day without an escort." I didn't answer. He looked at me worried. I saw him move really close to me so I looked up at him. He kneeled down in front of me and gently placed one hand on my cheek. I quickly warmed up to him and nuzzled into his hand. "What happened and why did you have such a cold blank expression on your face earlier?" I sighed.  Nagito took his hand off my cheek and sat down next to me. "That's what the academy expects from me is the mindset of talent without anything else. No personality or emotion. No that wasn't me acting. It's just every time I look at the scar on my forehead that's when I'm reminded of that." My escort walked back over with food "I see you two are already pretty close." We both nodded. "Here you go izuru here's breakfast." My escort handed me a plate with pancakes and eggs along with a bottle of orange juice.

Nagito had headed back to class and my escort let me sit in the garden. It was the first time my escort saw me actually have a warmer blank expression. She smiled when she saw it. "That's the first time I think I have actually seen you with a warmer expression. How do you like it here Izuru?" I looked up at her. "It's quite nice here in the garden. I didn't know hopes peak had such a beautiful garden." I looked out of the garden to see the girl who attacked me and nagito when I first met him. "Hmmm? Oh I'm getting a call can you stay here while I take this?" I nodded. My escort left me in the garden. The girl walked towards the garden and entered. "Hello kamakura-senpai!" She's already annoying. "I saw you sitting here alone it must be boring being constantly monitored. Must be super boring to stay In one place constantly. I'm honestly surprised you haven't broken free. Freedom is more fun." Finally she shut up. "I do have freedom. Being constantly monitored means my safety now if you please will you shut up." She sat down next to me. "Kamakura-senpai tonight meet me at the fountain I wanna show you something fun. Also please wear your suit." She got up and left the garden. I guess when I can I'm sneaking out of my room in my suit. I sighed when my escort walked back in. "Alright well they want us to go back alright?" I nodded. My escort brought me back to my room where I basically just rested until meeting time.

Inside izurus mind while he's asleep
Hajime's POV
You would think I've been floating in darkness in the back of what was once my own mind. Actually I've basically been trapped in a cage but it seemed comforting to me. The cage could be described as some sort of blanket fort but it wasn't that big. I'm quite lucky to not be claustrophobic. It was about the size of a full size bed and was only tall enough to sit up properly. I haven't been able to walk around much and when I do my only company is izuru. Every time we talk we both ask questions. Him questions about everything. Me questions about the outside world. I'm basically trapped far in a cage that I can rarely leave. I don't know how long I've been here. "Hajime are you there?" He's here already? I can't leave this prison even if I tried. I could hear a song something mother used to play. (Link at top) it was the first song she taught me to play. I couldn't help but cry at the memory. Oh how I would love to be back home with mom. She has no clue what has happened to me. That I've disappeared. I heard crying outside from izuru does he have the memory too. "Hajime was this song important to you? Oh wait I don't think you are able to respond." I want to respond I want him to know this memory. I can't leave my cage I'm trapped in. He's on his own for now. I have no way to communicate with him. He left almost instantly leaving me alone with memories.

Izurus pov
What the hell now. Who woke me up. Oh it was my escort. "I talked to the guards and they have told me some good news!"
(I'm just gonna tell you this now if you give me a song idea it will be written into a story as long as it is of course a piano song. PLEASE LEAVE MUSIC IDEAS I REALLY NEED THEM.  I HAVE A FEW ALREADY BUT ILL NEED MORE SO IF YOU HAVE ANY JUST COMMENT THEM AND THEY MAY GET INTO THE STORY!)